Lyrics Yow for Now - Swordplay

Yow for Now

I did not feel it at the time.
No, I felt it at the time like
Fluid in my lungs or the concrete against my skull
I did not feel it at the time.
No, I felt it at the time like
A pinprick in my spine or the splintering of my bone
I did not feel it at the time.
No, I felt it at the time like
The guillotine above my neck or a planet that I cannot reach
I did not feel it at the time.
No, I felt it at the time like
Twigs against my legs or the debts that I still owe
I did not feel it at the time.
No, I felt it at the time like
Missiles between my teeth, like plutonium on the ground
I did not feel it at the time.
No, I felt it at the time like
Pyramids in the sky.
Volcanoes that I can’t control
I did not feel it at the time.
No, I felt it at the time like
A black widow on my toe, like the things that I say in my sleep