| I’ve kept it in my heart
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| For over twenty fucking years
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| And all that time washing away
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| With the stench of my spilt tears
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| I’ve lingered on the amorous
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| Transformed into something hideous
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| With the love of life felt to new extents
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| And reaching new heights of ugliness
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| The stooge, stool pigeon of idiots
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| The king of jesters, pawn of comedians
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| A pillar that supports my own demise
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| Believing all that’s seen through my vacant eyes
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| I’m rewriting paragraphs
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| In my life that don’t read well
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| Once opposed to editing my regrets
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| I’ve grown sick of this denial
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| Tempted every hour
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| By the benefits of being a liar
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| Turning my back at what’s at hand
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| And writing stupid verse to make it all seem grand
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| The stooge, stool pigeon of idiots
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| The king of jesters, pawn of comedians
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| A pillar that supports my own demise
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| Believing all that’s seen through my vacant eyes
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| Some say there’s something to strife
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| That serves those grieving spineless artists
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| Transforms shit into a masterpiece
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| And makes their vain attempt at pain so fucking romantic
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| I’m certain that someday my time will come
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| I’ll crash and burn like everyone
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| I’m certain that someday my time will come
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| I’ll crash and burn like everyone |