Translation of the song lyrics A salvo - Sweet California

A salvo (original)

Sé que no fue fácil
Sé que nada puedo reprochar
Fui yo quien quiso abandonar
Y ahora se que te alejas
Ahora nada vuelve a su lugar
Debí dejarte entrar
Tal vez se me hizo tarde
Y no sabes cuanto duele verte
Tanto que quisiera escapar de este castigo
Y tener la oportunidad de demostrarte tanto
Se que aún estás y si preguntas como fue
Tan solo se que alli me siento a salvo
Nunca fui capaz de dejar que otros me vieran
Demostrar no es para mi no es que no sienta
Quien pueda frenar quien le pone limites al mar
A quien quiere engañar
Tal vez se me hizo tarde
Y no sabes cuanto duele verte
Tanto que quisiera escapar de este castigo
Y tener la oportunidad de demostrarte tanto
Se que aun estas y si preguntas como fu
Tan solo se que alli me siento a salvo
Que no quiero arriesgarlo
Que seguire esparando
Si aun sigues ahi no, no, ya no
No habra mas dudas si hablo
Tratando de salvarlo
Y aqui dispuesta a tanto
Hoy te entrego mi verdad
Nunca se me dio bien concilfiar
Enseñame a perder el miedo a amar
Tanto que quisiera escapar de este castigo
Y tener la oportunidad de demostrarte tanto
Se que aun estas y si preguntas como fu
Tan solo se que alli me siento a salvo

A salvo (translation)

I know it wasn't easy
I know I can't blame anything
I was the one who wanted to leave
And now I know that you walk away
Now nothing returns to its place
I should have let you in
Maybe I was late
And you don't know how much it hurts to see you
So much that I wanted to escape from this punishment
And have the opportunity to show you so much
I know you're still here and if you ask how it was
I only know that I feel safe there
I was never able to let others see me
Demonstrating is not for me, it's not that I don't feel
Who can stop who puts limits on the sea
who do you want to fool
Maybe I was late
And you don't know how much it hurts to see you
So much that I wanted to escape from this punishment
And have the opportunity to show you so much
I know you're still here and if you ask how it went
I only know that I feel safe there
I don't want to risk it
What will I keep waiting for?
If you're still there no, no, not anymore
There will be no more doubts if I speak
trying to save him
And here ready for so much
Today I give you my truth
I was never good at reconciling
Teach me to lose the fear to love
So much that I wanted to escape from this punishment
And have the opportunity to show you so much
I know you're still here and if you ask how it went
I only know that I feel safe there