| Something shoulda told me these days would come
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| Faith is at a low and life weighs a ton
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| Wanna lay down and die but I’m way too young
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| And I know we didn’t come all this way for nothin'
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| Flash back five years we was brave and dumb
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| Wanna rap change the world rearrange the sun
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| Had hope so we waited 'til the paper come
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| The paper never came so now we jaded son
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| Never been about the money it’s more the time we spent
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| Keep thinkin' I’m too old to shuck 'n' jive for rent
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| Friends ask me what’s wrong I gotta lie to them
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| How can I tell them I no longer feel align with them
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| Travel the world
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| Autographs we signin' them
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| Had enough girls but honestly I’m tired of them
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| Tryin' to win still livin' in this life of sin
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| And I would give it all away for some enlightenment
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| Right now
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| Right now
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| Feel like I’m wasting my time
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| It’s like I’m waitin' in line
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| With no patience to finally make it
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| And I’m
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| Trying to find a place to recline
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| And relieve the stress the
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| Ways of my mind
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| 'Cus right now its all so fake
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| I’m trying to escape
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| And find a little space in time to my self
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| For my mind to be healthy enough
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| To deal with some of the cards that I dealt to myself
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| Right now
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| It’s been a long road it seems
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| Trying to mold reality from hopes and dreams
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| And now I’m not so sure its a life I wanted
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| Might just call it quits get a wife and all that
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| Just settle down
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| It’s the truth
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| If I sound a little bitter don’t get it misconstrued
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| Just a bit confused
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| Sick of driftin' through this life
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| I wanna see it from a different view
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| But I ain’t got what I wanted to get off my chest
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| Off it yet
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| Not about to stop and step away
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| 'Cus no one ever dropped a check
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| Was never in it for the money
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| Y’all lets not forget
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| I mean I got respect and that should be enough
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| I guess five years back it would be but what’s next
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| Don’t get me wrong I’m thankful for all this success
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| I’m not depressed I’m just stressed
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| Right now
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| Feel like I’m wasting my time
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| It’s like I’m waitin' in line
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| With no patience to finally make it
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| And I’m trying to find a place to recline
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| And relieve the stress
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| The ways of my mind
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| 'Cus right now it’s all so fake
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| I’m trying to escape
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| And find a little bit of space in time for myself
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| For my mind to be healthy enough
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| To deal with these cards that I dealt to myself
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| Right now |