| Beautiful May day
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| Just back from the house
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| Checked on the roof
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| Got a call that an old friend died
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| His name was Butch
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| He was tough as nails
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| You couldn’t kill him if you tried
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| He was tough as an ox but there on the floor he died
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| Next to a 40. and a hot plate
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| Next to the sound of a band rehearsing through the walls of a rehearsal space
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| Butch was always there and yet we took him for granted
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| Butch was a cool cat from another planet
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| We though he’d last like a piece of granite
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| On your grandmother’s kitchen cabinet
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| We thought he’d always be there like the stars and the moon
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| But we’re all gonna end up ashes in an urn or bones under a tomb
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| He’d watch over us down there in the TL
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| He’d watch us rock out to our music and was always supportive as hell
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| He worked for Fishbone and George Clinton when he was younger
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| To be around music Butch had an insatiable hunger
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| (Butch) Butch could show you respect and uplift your spirit
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| (Butch) Butch could lay down the law and make you fear him
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| (Butch) Butch could make you laugh and smile if you earned it
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| (Butch) Butch had that sunny stare down if you deserved it
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| I remember Thanksgiving out at my house just a few years ago with Caroline and
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| Butch and Nathan. |
| We watched Drugstore Cowboy and Butch gave Caroline tips on
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| how to cook a turkey. |
| She thought Butch was charming and sweet and he really
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| took to her too. |
| Matt Dillon’s character in Drugstore Cowboy was after Dilaudid,
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| the Holy Grail of pharmaceuticals. |
| Butch knew what Dilaudid was.
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| He was older than me so there were things you didn’t have to explain to Butch.
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| There were things he just got and understood. |
| When someone is older than you
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| always take the time to listen to them. |
| A person older than you knows something
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| that you don’t. |
| At the very least Butch knew what it meant to be black and born
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| in 1952. Do you? |
| Because I don’t know shit about that. |
| I remember the wood
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| burning stove and the heat was really cranking in the living room.
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| Nathan kept getting up to remove himself from the heat and to have a smoke
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| outside. |
| But Butch didn’t budge unless he needed to go to the bathroom.
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| Butch wasn’t the agile mother fucker he used to be and he needed a damn good
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| reason to get up off of that cozy chair. |
| Butch’s favorite part of the turkey
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| was the drumstick and when they left, at around midnight or so, Butch took
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| almost all the leftovers with him. |
| That was Butch. |
| If he was in your backstage
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| area forget it. |
| He had a relentless hunger and thirst and he cleaned your
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| backstage area out
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| Butch makes sure no one stole no microphones
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| Butch makes sure that safely, you return home
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| Butch makes sure no one stole your keys to your car or your wallet
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| Butch makes you clean your own fucking piss off the toilet
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| There’s no fucking around with Butch
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| He’d shake you down
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| He’d put you in check until you felt like a fucking clown
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| Every day he’d watch the pigeons flutter
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| He saw the bums sleeping in the gutter
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| And San Francisco’s tenderloin
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| He walked the streets but I couldn’t say if he felt joy
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| And when my time comes for me to die
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| I hope I see Butch again and to pass some time
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| I’m sorry man I didn’t get a chance to say goodbye
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| But I hope you like my little Butch lullaby
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| I’m sorry man that I didn’t get a chance to say goodbye
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| But I hope you like my little Butch lullaby
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| This one’s for you
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| This one’s for you
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| This one’s for you (Butch)
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| This little lullaby
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| (Butch) Butch was the resident mayor of the tenderloin
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| (Butch) Butch was into Red Hot Chili Peppers Funky Monks video
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| (Butch) Butch threatened a guy with a machete who was messing with Equipto
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| (Butch) Butch was there when I cut Old Ramon in the studio
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| May 28th, 12: 58 AM, 2016
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| I’m just back from Butch’s memorial. |
| I stopped and got a bouquet of poppies
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| along the way. |
| It was a sparse attendance when I first showed up but it filled
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| up pretty quickly. |
| I stayed out back for a while in the alley with a handful of
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| people sharing stories about Butch almost directly under the room where he died.
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| Stories ranged from Butch chasing people with sickles, to his times with |
| George Clinton, to his always entertaining mood swings people encountered over
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| the years. |
| I asked a friend when it was exactly that Butch began working at
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| Hyde Street and he said that Butch turned up with George Clinton’s entourage
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| about 20 years ago or so. |
| That he just never left. |
| He said that there were
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| several times he wanted to strangle Butch but that he had an unexplainable
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| affection for him that kept him around. |
| Everyone had a lot of love for Butch,
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| but seemed to have experienced some kind of confrontation with him except for
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| me. |
| All of my experiences with him over the years were pleasant and I asked
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| someone why that was
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| Somebody said, «Because you’re Mark Kozelek»
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| And I said, «No seriously really»
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| And they said, «Well, that’s because you never told him what to do»
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| That was correct. |
| In all the years I’ve known Butch I have no memory of ever
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| telling him what to do. |
| I mean I’ve seen him get serious and angry before but
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| it was always out of protectiveness and he was never hostile towards me.
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| At some point a couple asked me if I wanted to go smoke a joint with them,
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| with a group of people, up in the echo chamber. |
| I said well I don’t smoke pot
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| but sure, I’d be happy to join them and that I hadn’t been in the echo chamber
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| for years. |
| The last time I was in the echo chamber it had been a storage room
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| filled with amps and 10 inch tapes. |
| We went up there and a girl liked the way
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| her singing voice sounded with all that echo. |
| She sounded like Janis Joplin and
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| we all hummed along and tapped our feet as a joint that looked like a small wet
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| cigar got passed around. |
| When we left the room several of the people began
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| climbing the long ladder that leads to the roof. |
| They asked me to join but I
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| said, «No fucking way, I’m too old». |
| It was late and I was ready to go home.
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| As I left a band was playing in the main room and lots of pizza boxes were
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| everywhere and beers all around and girls were dancing. |
| Butch would’ve loved it.
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| I hugged a few familiar faces goodbye and headed out onto Hyde Street into the
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| heart of the Tenderloin like I’ve done so many times over the years.
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| This time Butch didn’t follow me out like he would often do asking me to buy
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| him a 40 |