Lyrics Well Adjusted - Summer Wars

Well Adjusted

How many times can I look at myself and say
You’re in the right direction, you feel okay
I can see miles ahead, but I still look back instead
A victim of a dream that I had too early
Ingrained since birth, nothing deterred me
I found what I love and let it kill me
A blessing, a curse, it’s all consuming
Had a dream that felt so real
I could see you like you never left
Had you for fifteen short years
But it’s been a whole decade since
I should go outside more
I should see my father
All this guilt in the back of my mind
Not enough to bother
I’m feeling lost again, anxiety creeping in
Somehow I think that you’d have the answers
You said I’d do bigger things
I hope this is what you mean
Fill in the void with smoke and adoration
Kill for a moment of peace, an original thought
There’s the life that I want and the one that I’ve got
I’m feeling lost again, it’s all in my head, I know
It’s the way you looked at me
Like you couldn’t get enough of
The little things I’d say
Without a second thought but
I know it’s not your fault, I see it clearly now
And what I don’t say out loud
I still miss you
I’m feeling lost again, anxiety creeping in
Somehow I think that you’d have the answers
You said I’d do bigger things
I hope this is what you mean
Fill in the void with smoke and adoration
Kill for a moment of peace, an original thought
There’s the life that I want and the one that I’ve got
I’m feeling lost again, it’s all in my head, I know