Lyrics The Miracle - Suicidal Tendencies

The Miracle

I sailed forever, I sailed so far, and now I know just what the consequences are
I laughed out loudly, while I cried inside
But I didn’t have the strength to say enough of this ride
Like a fool — I believed in a miracle
I wanted to forget, of what I’m not sure
But I found an answer — it seemed to be a perfect cure
Controlled my actions, controlled my thoughts
Controlled my feelings, and now I feel my body rot — like a fool
I believed in the miracle
Fuck the miracle!
Twisting and I’m turning — first I’m freezing then I’m burning
Laughing then I’m crying — am I living or am I dying?
I’m Swearing then I’m praying — and I don’t know what I’m saying
Happy then so sad — forgiven then so mad
Do you still, do you still believe, do you still believe in, do you still
believe in miracles?
Fuck the miracle!
Pushing then pulling — who am I fooling?
A friend then a foe — do I really even know?
Love and then hate — so pure I’m gonna break
Peace then at war — what am I fighting for?
And then you always seem to
Keep me — oh so sleepy
So I can’t realize — that it’s all lies
And the more it takes hold of me — the less chance that I’ll ever be free
And even though I don’t believe — it’s so hard to leave — a miracle — a miracle
And if I could ever take them to, all the blissfulness that you
See things as I do, but that would take more than a miracle
The only way that’s left to start, is by looking in your heart
And that’s the hardest part, ‘cause it takes more than a miracle
Waiting — always hesitating — for the perfect day — that day was yesterday
And the more you’re gonna wait — the more of chance that it will be too late
Now how can you afford to wait?
I shed one tear I won’t deny it, just one tear and I already cried it
And now you’ll see me cry no more, don’t even know what I was crying for
There’s no such thing…