| It seems sap is sweet on hands
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| But in trees its subject to an even higher power
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| And no matter how you feel
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| It will tend to, tending to keep you alive
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| And the rest: a simple time stretching of one earth & common fabric…
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| Of fragile blood run cellular engine and something or other…
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| Is there no sort of luck involved
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| In not being born an ant or elephant…
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| Or is this just, pure and unadulterated math
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| Water willed, and egg improvised
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| Until hatched by knife light then…
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| Mother named, after her extremely painful experience
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| Allowing the vast maze of birth and mistake
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| To take its toll on all that practical destiny
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| And then child-sized specificity
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| Lain there
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| Inherent in the once one celled organism
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| A consummate pin-hole poked in the plot behind planet earth and such
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| A pin-hole poked… Is enough to sink an entire universe of tiny ships
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| Freeing all that perfect principal lain inherent
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| In a step by step schematic of the human dive
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| And when planets align… all you can do is dive…
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| And this… this is the soft spear of the human condition
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| But you yourself are not
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| You are more…
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| The pulled on skull of something that was never really all that young
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| You are more…
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| One wung
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| And consumed by your most gross of concerns
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| Can you remain in love from deep space
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| With no fish bowl on and a busted communicator…
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| Or have you everything planned
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| Is there a simple universal system of buoy and rope
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| That you would use to tug your weightless mass along on
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| Till you found a planet that you felt might be just right for you
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| Or is it possible the view of earth at such a distance
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| Would have played you for the fool as well…
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| Hour Hero Yes showed you there’d be days like this…
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| And they’d come with the rain on of course
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| A good gallon of reverb let loose on your personal truth
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| Dark eared on the edge of your sleeping slab
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| Having been bent born & went phantom dayed
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| Hope stole on in the equal parts miracle of
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| Bringing yourself to and from sleep
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| In calendrical waltz…
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| All to feel aimed
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| At last, your heartjaw kissed against the coming dawn…
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| In dive
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| Let go at last
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| Our hero yes is done dove
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| Safe through several more hypothetical «seconds before death,»
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| Unto the never similar wilds of his ground teeth powered and b-movie dreams
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| It begins…
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| With all white, in a sound proofed hallway
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| Your staring down the empty eye slits of a lowsocket. |
| waking
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| On the floor at the foot of the bright light blocking and locked
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| Hundredth door of luck
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| At the opposite end of the hall sits a pair of empty pay public binoculars
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| Slumped, facing your way
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| In the dead of their stare, you marvel about
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| Until you eye this one door that appears to be both half open and closed
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| And are drawn moth to the bulb
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| Head down, as if reeled round a gear by the guts
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| Inching toward your intuit-picked portal of choice…
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| Now knelt, yet not without nerves in this moment of mostly glory
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| You look for the knob, and see nothing but healed shut keyhole
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| Dax-strong in this dream you begin to cut key
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| In the furthest corner of a clearest skull
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| When you feel your kneecaps being nursed by a white on white welcome mat
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| You tilt your skull to read «WOE-BE-GONE» only written wrong or in mirror.
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| Your hands and heart full of edge, you lift the mat gently
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| And there beneath it’s omen embroidered, sits an intact wishingbone…
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| You carefully lift your instrument of certain luck to the door
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| And it slowly unclenches the scar seem set where it’s keyhole would be…
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| And so you snap bliss bone, cut wish and begin to lock pick…
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| Until you hear trough the thick of the door the deadbolt caughing loose…
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| Suddenly the fear black above your skull, beneath your skin goes wild
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| As the door of your choice opens itself slowly…
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| Sealing off your face with perfect stripes of rising bone and angst
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| Of alabaster and pit
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| Allowing the bright right light of luck
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| To completely believe
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| And eclipse you… |