| I’m trying to write this
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| I’ll write down everything that was going on
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| I’m not good at talking
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| So I’m trying to put it in a song
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| But you know it’s hard to not hurt anyone
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| Cause I’m trying to write everything that was going on
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| I felt like I lost it
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| I felt that I’d threw it all away
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| But as I got up every morning
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| I just knew there’s no other way
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| Cause life ain’t always running on a straight track
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| And sometimes you realize there’s no turning back
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| And I really tried to fix this, all by myself
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| The more that I tried it
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| You know the more I began to fail, I lost control
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| As I got back home
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| I got deeper and deeper
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| As I was playing all kind of cons
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| Couldn’t choose wisely
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| Between all the rights and wrongs
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| Cause everyday I was about to get things clear
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| But on and on I was held back by fear
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| And I really tried to fix this, all by myself
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| The more that I tried it
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| You know the more I began to fail, I lost control
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| As I got back home
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| This thing came down like a house of cards
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| It was more than clear that I had gone too far
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| Leaving behind all those mental scars
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| As I got caught by that thought that I can’t really
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| Fix this, all by myself
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| The more that I tried it
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| You know the more I began to feel I lost control
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| As I got back home |