| I get some drugs by all the mistakes that I made in the past
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| The scariest part of this rap game is how long Ima last &be counting that cash
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| I look in the mirror I see fear in my eyes
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| Every time I smile I’m telling a lie
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| If I’m being honest I wanna cry man I wanna die
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| I was a kid, I was a child
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| Every decision I made it was wild
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| I got some haters they want me dead
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| Hopefully I never make them smile
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| Who’s my friend who do I trust
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| I trust god that’s my dawg
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| Am I a bad person just because
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| I fucked up and I broke the law
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| No, I’m not, I got a heart
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| I’ll admit that I wasn’t smart
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| I had a role in the movie
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| They saw something, but then I lost my part
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| Yeah, it hurt
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| It made me feel like a piece of dirt
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| But every time I tried nothing ever worked
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| Look who I’ve become
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| Look at what I’ve done
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| I feel so numb
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| Life isn’t fun
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| I’m on a mission all by myself
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| I think I need help
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| The only reason that you didn’t know is 'cause I keep it to myself
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| The only reason that you didn’t know is 'cause I keep it to myself
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| Listen to these lyrics
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| I need help, I need help
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| Lately I been suicidal, thinking 'bout killing myself
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| I pray to god, show me the way
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| Show me the light, I’m a thief in the night
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| If you ever ask for my advice, I’ll probably tell you that everything would be
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| alright
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| But the truth is I don’t even believe the words that are coming right out of my
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| mouth
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| Money the root of all evil, I’m thinking of burning my house down
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| Down to the ground when no one’s around
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| My mind, my body, my soul is lost
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| And they all know where to be found
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| Maybe they’re just out of town
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| I hope I see them again
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| I’m losing all of my friends
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| Yeah I sin but I repent
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| They don’t know what I have been
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| Yeah I did a lot of evil
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| Yeah I did a lot of evil
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| But when I make music like this song I make it for the people
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| Look who I’ve become
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| Look at what I’ve done
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| I feel so numb
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| Life isn’t fun
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| I’m on a mission all by myself
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| I think I need help
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| The only reason that you didn’t know is 'cause I keep it to myself
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| The only reason that you didn’t know is 'cause I keep it to myself
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| I need help, I need help, I need help
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| I said, I need help, I need help, I need help
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| I need help, I need help, I need help
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| The only reason that you didn’t know is 'cause I keep it to myself |