| Please sit down, just talk to me,
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| We'll see if we can talk this through,
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| I've tried so hard to understand it,
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| Just tell me something that's close to the truth…
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| I'd rather you were cruel than kind,
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| Is all that I'm demanding,
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| I've given up on peace of mind,
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| For the open wound of understanding.
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| You can't be here and someplace else,
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| If your mind is in that other place,
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| You're trying to convince yourself,
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| But you're lying in my face,
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| I've listened ‘til my head would spin,
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| I don't want half of anything.
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| The sand sits in the hourglass,
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| Time slips through our fingers fast,
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| Your counterfeits deceived me,
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| If you can't love me this way,
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| Then you must leave me.
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| Tell me how it came to this,
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| Just don't think to spare me this,
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| Perhaps the truth can set us free,
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| From the half truths ensnaring you and me,
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| This black hole of intensity,
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| Collapses on its density,
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| And sucks me to a darker place,
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| That hides behind a broken face.
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| Keep up appearances they say,
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| And all those reasons you might stay,
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| Ring hollow in my mind today,
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| I've listened ‘til my head would spin,
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| I don't want half of anything,
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| I don't want half of anything.
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| The fields are sown with seeds of doubt,
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| The wine is warm, you spit it out,
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| This drinking won't relieve me,
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| If you can't love me this way,
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| Then you must leave me.
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| The patterns in the distant stars,
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| Our fates upon a loom,
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| The changes in the temperature,
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| When you walked into a room,
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| The smell of your perfume,
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| The taste of your skin,
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| All those bitter reminders,
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| Of the failed state I'm in.
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| How do I breathe now, how do I inhale?
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| I'm a diver on the seabed, my oxygen's failed.
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| How do I wake up, how do I sleep?
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| How do I laugh now, I can't even weep?
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| Where do I run to, where do I hide?
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| An insect preserved in formaldehyde,
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| Yesterday's paper its pages curled,
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| How can I live in this broken world?
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| Keep up appearances they say,
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| But all those reasons you might stay,
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| Ring hollow in my mind today,
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| I've listened ‘til my head would spin,
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| I don't want half of anything,
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| I don't want half of anything.
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| The sand it falls in the hour glass,
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| And time slips through our fingers fast,
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| And nothing that you say relieves me,
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| If you can't love me this way,
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| Then you must leave me. |