| I got a couple different devils, they all comin' my way
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| I could be with you for now, but please don’t ask me to stay
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| I don’t know what I’m trying to say
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| I’ve got lots to say, lots to say, lots to say
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| Yeah
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| Hold on, I think that I’m 'bout to break
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| I got a couple different devils, they all comin' my way
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| I could be with you for now, but please don’t ask me to stay
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| I’ve been dreaming of the day, they’ll know that I ran away
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| And I don’t know what I’m trying to say
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| Well I know but I don’t know exactly how I should say it
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| I wrote a song for you, I watch, waiting for you to just play it
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| I hate myself, I hate my life, and I don’t like conversation
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| But I’m
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| So happy that you’re with me today
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| I never felt so amazing baby thank you for stayin'
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| I never believed in anything but thank you for prayin'
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| My addictions adding up just from the shit I’m portrayin'
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| Disregard all the shitty things I said
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| And pick the pretty parts up out the words that work out
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| It’s been a minute since I died and I don’t think that I slept
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| I can never sleep at night and never got out of bed
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| I said please, just don’t let me drown
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| Even if I ask you to
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| Even if I have to do this
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| I don’t really know how
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| You got me drinking by myself
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| I’ve lost my mind and I can’t tell
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| How I made something so beautiful into a living hell
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| Said I got a big problem 'cause I can’t do a little
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| And everybody sayin' go to rehab, they don’t get it
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| I’m not addicted to these drugs but I got other addictions
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| I’m just addicted to this feeling I can’t find and I miss it
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| I walked the path to Babylon, and didn’t find shit
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| Just me starin' at me telling me that I don’t know shit
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| I was on my knees starin' at the
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| I don’t think I’ll ever lose but I don’t think I could win
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| All this pain can be so pretty when it’s covered in wok
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| And I like bein' so hurt that I don’t even talk
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| When you’re playin' it’s gamble but you’re loosin' a lot
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| And when you run out of that paper someone’s takin' your spot
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| Said, this life could be amazin' or this life could be great
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| Well if that’s true then how can I live 'cause all I feel is this pain
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| So I think I need somethin' don’t need feelings today
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| And I think I need somethin' to turn the feelings away
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| I said please, just don’t let me drown
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| Even if I ask you to
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| Even if I have to do this
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| I don’t really know how
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| You got me drinking by myself
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| I’ve lost my mind and I can’t tell
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| How I made something so beautiful into a living hell |