| I was sure growing up I would live the life
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| my mother assumed I’d live:
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| very jewish,
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| very middle class,
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| and very straight.
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| Where healthy men
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| stayed healthy men
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| and marriages were long and great.
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| I smile.
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| I don’t complain.
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| I’m trying to keep sane
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| As the rules keep changing.
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| families aren’t what they were.
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| Thank god, there’s a husband and a child whom I adore.
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| But then there’s more,
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| so many more.
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| There’s always more,
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| life is never what you planned
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| life is moments you can’t understand.
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| And that is life.
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| I’m plain.
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| I don’t astound.
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| I hold to the ground
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| As the ground keeps shifting,
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| keeping my balance square.
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| Trying not to care about this man who Marvin loves.
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| But that’s my life.
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| He shared my life.
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| Yes, that’s my life.
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| Life is never what you planned.
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| Life is moments you can’t understand
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| and that is life.
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| Holding to the ground as the ground keeps shifting.
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| Trying to keep sane as the rules keep changing.
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| Keeping up my head as my heart fallsout of sight.
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| Everything will be all right.
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| Everything will be all… |