| Feel the rush as it tingles, tantalizing my spine
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| How many more times can my nerve endings explode
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| Jonesing again for that one last dose
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| Shove it in my veins until I’m comatose
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| When I’m gone I can’t do anything
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| The beating of my heart consumes everything
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| Finding a cure for this never ending quest
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| I battle with the demon, he cheats me with his test
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| I have played the fool stuck pins into my eyes
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| My rage of hate attacked me haunts my soul and dies
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| Why does it control everything in me When I’m in control I know wrong from right
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| But when it’s in my blood i can’t put up a fight
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| Feeling weak and powerless I begin to cry
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| How could I betray myself to my loved ones
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| cheat &lie
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| I kneel before the god that stole my life
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| I am still alive in here but don’t know how to die
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| Emptiness and tortured awash in misery
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| My body craves another fix I just wish to die
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| All the things I’ve lost and ruined repentance can’t buy
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| When I’m stretched out on a slab no rush forever more
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| As my mind breaks/sweats and my body aches/
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| Pushed up are the stakes/ -- /
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| Will I live to see/my mind cleared of slavery/
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| My weakness cured by bravery/ -- / |