| I remember everything like it was yesterday
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| 3:45, outside the school
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| My best friend turned to me to say
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| «You know the one you want?
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| Well I want her more
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| As of today all I can say is that she’s mine»
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| He touched me on the shoulder and then turned away
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| 3:46, November 14th
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| Getting darker every day
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| I watched his bus pull to the curb
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| He turned to me once more
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| And called out, «No one likes a dreamer; |
| you’ll be fine»
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| It was the worst thing that ever happened to me
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| So I must smile
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| When I think about
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| It was the worst thing that ever happened to me
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| So tell me why I can’t be without it
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| The aftermath of math class, passing notes of pain
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| The empty hallway was a church
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| Where I could shed my tears again
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| I watched them kissing in the lunchroom with their lips
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| And realised my so-called food was going cold
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| For several weekends following, I walked alone
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| It was just me and Morrissey
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| I laid my momma to the phone
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| Then one day when she smiled at me
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| To fill me with false hope
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| It occurred to me that some day she’d grow old
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| It was the worst thing that ever happened to me
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| So I must smile
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| When I think about it
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| It was the first time I knew that being lonely made you free
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| And I guess that’s why I would not be without it
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| Remember me?
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| I never loved you 'cos you were a drag
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| A stupid boy much too prepared
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| To show me your white flag
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| So yeah I got a little older
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| I got wiser too
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| By 23, I had entirely forgotten both of you
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| I have forgotten both of you
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| I have forgotten both of you
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| Forgotten both of you |