Lyrics Not Small, Just Far Away - Spearmint

Not Small, Just Far Away

Are you looking round endlessly
Trying to make any sense of it
Trying to get to the heart of it
Looking back at the things you’ve done
Looking out at the world outside
Looking in at the man you are
Think how long you might last
Think of the things you want to do
Your days are spread in front of you
So many possibilities
So many paths you could choose
What are you going to do?
Are you looking round endlessly
For an answer to it all
Always trying to find something
That gives meaning to it all
I’m so scared of messing up
I’m so scared of growing up
That I end up giving up
I never ever really knew
What it is I want to do
So I just muddle through
They all know what they want to do
And they’re doing better than you
And they are all so confident
And they are always doing great
And they are all so sorted out
And I’d like to wipe them out
Are you looking round endlessly
For an answer to it all
Waiting for the part that means
Something, oh, something
Bring a child into this world
To witness all the pain to come
To live with all the things we’ve done
Share the terror that awaits
Fix mistakes we have made
Solve the problems we have caused
I don’t feel small just far away
I’m waiting for my calling
But it never seems to come…
Are you looking round endlessly?
Are you looking round endlessly
For an answer to it all
Always trying to find something
That gives meaning to it all
Are you looking round endlessly
To find an answer to it all
Waiting for the part that means something, oh, something