| I’ve got my anger; |
| it feels like the only thing that’s left of me now
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| I love my anger: the taste of metal in my mouth
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| Trying to sort these feelings out
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| I’ve got my anger; |
| I keep it close to me, protecting me
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| I need my anger: the boiling blood runs through my veins
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| Keeps me sane
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| Ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, barbed, barbed is how I feel
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| Ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, barbed reminds me who I am
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| Who I am…
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| That’s not a dog howling, that’s someone pretending to be a dog howling down
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| the bottom of Preston Street.
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| October wasps, September days, walking through the morning haze after a short
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| summer.
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| You always looked at the ground; |
| I always looked at the sky, uncomfortable in
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| your own skin and never any good with authority
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| Remember to feed the right wolf — don’t feed the bad wolf
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| I’ve got my anger; |
| it feels like the only thing that’s left of me now
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| I love my anger: the taste of metal in my mouth
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| Trying to sort these feelings out
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| Ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, barbed, barbed is how I feel
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| Ba, ba, ba, ba, ba, barbed reminds me who I am |
| Who I am…
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| It feels like everyone else is in a club that you’re not a member of —
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| detective Shirley Lee
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| Sometimes we’re fine for a while, but it all comes back: darker horses,
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| sixteen lights, and while we were worrying about something trivial,
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| something really bad happened
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| Impending doom, always a sense of impending doom
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| Lying there watching the lights move across the ceiling as the cars drive by
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| outside
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| And nobody seems to have noticed all the magpies gathering in the fields
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| Remember to feed the right wolf — don’t feed the bad wolf |