Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song It's Not Interesting, artist - Spanish Love Songs. Album song Schmaltz, in the genre АльтернативаDate of issue: 21.02.2018
Record label: Uncle M
Song language: English
It's Not Interesting |
| I say there’s more hurt than happy in my mind |
| Each time my chest aches |
| Like I can’t breathe deep right |
| But maybe I just don’t know myself that well |
| Or I’m up on the stage playing up the lies: |
| «Isn't he miserable?» |
| «Dylan, are you alright?» |
| You’re the only one that I’ve talked to tonight |
| If I’m being honest, it’s only cause I’m scared |
| Maybe I should learn to love myself? |
| It always feels better staying down |
| Maybe I’ll be happy in the end? |
| Should I hold my breath and wait for it? |
| It’s the same way that I’ve always been— |
| Talking shit for attention; |
| complaining for the eyes; |
| Telling every stranger I meet the same three stories |
| It’s not interesting |
| Feeling more paranoid than motivated |
| Turning down sex when I’m feeling depressed |
| And when I think I’m losing my mind |
| I have a chorus of voices who remind me that: |
| «Nothing you do is real |
| Nothing you feel is real |
| But it’s full of consequences.» |
| I’m spending a year out of my comfort zone |
| I don’t think I’ve ever been comfortable in my life |
| Or my own skin |
| So I spent a decade painting myself blue |
| Running from any hint of the truth: |
| I’m far too old to complain about dying alone |
| When I’ve been the way I’ve been |
| And I don’t think I can fix this if I find god |
| There’s no drug in the world that could possibly wash this off |
| I can’t even go down to the river |
| And stick my fucking head in it |
| The feeling’s gone |
| Just let me come back home |
| Let me wash the dark away |