Translation of the song lyrics No Debería - Soraya, Antonio Romero

No Debería (original)

Siento a la soledad
llamando a mi portal
en una eternidad
ahora que tu no estas
la luz se vuelve oscuridad.
Juego a sidimular
que te he olvidado ya
oigo el viento gritar
que nunca volveras
y pido consejo al mar.
Ya no volvere a ser yo
sin tu mirar
hoy mi mundo no da vueltas
si tu amor huyo por la puerta de atras.
Desde que termino
me cuesta comprender
que me ganaste
y yo nunca aprendi a perder
no tuve claro que hacer.
Fuiste lluvia de abril
que pronto se acabo
cuando se acaba asi
asi sera mejor
algo de mi se apago.
Tampoco volvere a ser yo
sin tu mirar
aun conservo en mi cabeza
que te tuve cerca.
ESTRIBILLO
No deberia pensar en ti
no deberia volverte a ver
me prometi no mirar atras
pero me duele no verte mas
tu ausencia es el final.
Tampoco volvere a ser yo
sin tu mirar
aun conservo en mi cabeza
que te tuve cerca
No deberia pensar en ti
no deberia volverte a ver
me prometi no mirar atras
pero me duele tu ausencia
tu risa, tu pena
el tiempo no lo curara
decidi continuar sin ti.

(translation)

I feel the loneliness
calling my portal
in an eternity
now that you are not
light turns to darkness.
game to simulate
that I have already forgotten you
I hear the wind scream
that you will never come back
and ask the sea for advice.
I will no longer be me
without you looking
today my world does not turn
if your love fled through the back door.
since i finished
it's hard for me to understand
that you won me
and I never learned to lose
I was not sure what to do.
you were april rain
it will soon be over
when it ends like this
that will be better
something of me turned off.
I won't be me again
without you looking
I still keep in my head
that I held you close
CHORUS
I shouldn't think about you
I shouldn't see you again
I promised myself not to look back
but it hurts me not to see you anymore
your absence is the end.
I won't be me again
without you looking
I still keep in my head
that I had you close
I shouldn't think about you
I shouldn't see you again
I promised myself not to look back
but your absence hurts me
your laugh, your sorrow
time won't heal
I decided to continue without you.