Lyrics THISISHER - Solo, Negrosami

THISISHER

I’m gonna rap about um
Some shit that we all go through
The struggles of love
That’s all there is to it
Blue thoughts paired with a night sky
We had a future that was true but the truth lied
Remember when I held you tight while you cried
Saying that we would be together forever
Well we tried
Well we tried
I was naive our future was a pipe dream
Now I gotta leave it to these hoes to keep my pipe clean
What we had was more than that
You never cared about my looks
Or the way that my money stacked
You cared about me
And I cared about you
I caught feels and these rhymes are the residue
Fuck
All I could do was sit in the dark
And write about what coulda been
Writing paragraphs but couldn’t bring myself to hit that send
Fast forward four years from now
You probably found someone else
I lied I just jeopardized my mental health
I’m over you
I’m not
It’s fine (We're through)
More shots
I miss us
So what more can I say
Been a few weeks since we last texted
Hoping you would enter
It’s best not to expect shit
What I learned is that you couldn’t commit
You gotta fuck somebody else before calling it quits
Knowing of the pain that you would inflict
You left a disease in my heart bitch
This couldn’t be fixed
Bitch
Fuck you
So when I knock on the door
Who is it that you expect
And will you ask for my name
Or send me off like the rest
So when I knock of the door
Who is it that you expect
Will you ask for my name
I wrote one letter to the gods
They still ain’t write me back
So while I’m sitting here waiting
I might just have a heart attack
An army of her soldiers waits
And they just wanna hold me back
She just launched a full assault
Is this my fault
Oh I’m asphalt
Cause the way you ran me over kinda hurts
You can’t step on me
This ain’t the way it works
I am more than dirt
You were not a blessing you are just a curse
I hope I find the place you work
Just to get you fired
Find everywhere that hires
Spread some wild fires
With nowhere else to go
You’ll end up pushing tires
With some fat juggalo named terry
Who mighta known you prior
Used to be a frier down at Hardy’s
Till he fucked a minor
Oh that’s right he was in your choir
Someone you admired
Both of y’all were Tigers at the school
Bet he perspires too
Ooh
That was rude
I’m an honest dude so I can’t lie to you
You thick as bamboo at the zoo
Girl I can’t deny the truth
Who am I to you?
What’s my name
Say it right say it nice
Even say it twice
What’s my name
Do you remember
Will your touch surface this letter
Oh that’s right
You just the weather