Lyrics Contemplation - Solace

Contemplation

It starts with a picture, and it sits in your frame
We part with a letter and it ends in my name
And it starts with forever, and it ends with a touch
And I know that you’re clever, and I don’t ask for much
Maybe we forgot all the things we are, we are together
My name is Omar, don’t wanna say much
I been living inside a nightmare, wake up
I want to leave right now to a better home
Or better yet I can disappear and be left alone
Look at me, I was never good at speaking
Never good at math, I was never good at breathing
Never bold and I know I’m always awkward
A little nervous and I’m bettin' that it got worse
Grade 7, man I wanted to write
But I was living in a dream, never rockin' a mic
So I practiced, every single time that I walked home
Thinking of a rhyme in my mind that I thought dope
Posting it online in my free time
Because I design every line with a key rhyme
You can call me out like a bitch now
But my heart is on my sleeve, I’m not gonna sit down
No, I’m gonna sit down
Heart is on my sleeve and I’m not gonna sit down
No, I’m gonna sit down
Heart is on my sleeve and I’m not gonna sit down
It starts with a picture, and it sits in your frame
We part with a letter and it ends in my name
And it starts with forever, and it ends with a touch
And I know that you’re clever, and I don’t ask for much
Maybe we forgot all the things we are, we are together
My name is Omar, don’t wanna say much
I been living inside of a world that is made up
But I’ve got to say
That every feeling in my soul has been locked away, I’m not the same
I wasted every year in my high school
Fuck everybody else, I think about my life too
I get a lot of hate like I’m so wack
Everybody talking mad shit but they don’t rap
Now I’m in a block, and I can’t even think straight
How can I finish up a mixtape this way?
No joke, I can’t even write now
And right now I am looking for the right sound
And you’re not gonna see it
When I take off, cause I’m gone and I’m leaving
Who knew that a joke could rap
Now I’ll spit in your face and I won’t look back
No, I won’t look back
Now I’ll spit in your face and I won’t look back
No, I won’t look back
Now I’ll spit in your face and I won’t look back
It starts with a picture, and it sits in your frame
We part with a letter and it ends in my name
And it starts with forever, and it ends with a touch
And I know that you’re clever, and I don’t ask for much
Maybe we forgot all the things we are, we are together