| Ooh, holding the weight back
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| Don’t mind that I do 'cause I hate that
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| I cover it like deuce in a rainstorm
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| I don’t mind watching new for it break morning
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| Ooh, holding the weight back
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| Love fire, how it turn into a blank ash
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| Thinking about you sent me way back
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| I don’t like it so I don’t think that
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| I let the hate pass
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| I know I can’t change the past
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| It ain’t hard to make it
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| It’s hard to make it last
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| All I sing is sad songs and I hate that
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| But I ain’t happy and I won’t fake that, yeah
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| I know I told myself I wouldn’t pay no mind to it but I overthought it
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| When really, I knew it was probably nothing
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| Honestly, that shit just happens too much
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| If you hit me up showing support, I’ma show the love back
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| Yeah, but I don’t think y’all really get it
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| So I’ll make it clear, if it wasn’t for y’all
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| Would’ve taken my life a long time ago
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| And I roll up my weed, yeah you know I’m a dead-end
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| What you expect? |
| Bitch, you know I’m pathetic
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| I’m in my room all alone, you can bet it
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| Sadness can take your control if you let it
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| So don’t let it happen
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| Smile in their face
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| Baby, fuck 'em, keep laughing
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| It’s nothing to pass 'em
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| All of that hate, I keep brushing it back
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| I ain’t fucking with that shit, tried burying that hatchet
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| But I’m so guilt-ridden
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| Know what I did, won’t pretend that I didn’t know
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| Still though, I know it ain’t all my fault
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| Said she love me and then she left me on my own
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| (On my own)
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| Every heart tears,
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| (Ooh, holding the weight back)
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| And I can see your-
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| (Love fire, how it turns into a blank ash)
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| Sometimes
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| Sometimes you watch it happen
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| (Thinking about you sent me way back
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| I don’t like it so I don’t think that)
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| You can see yourself in there
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| And you’re looking back
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| (All the way back)
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| And you can see the future
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| (Oh, it goes all the way back)
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| And what do you do
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| (So I hate that)
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| Keep making art
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| Everyday, I hold my weight
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| Hold it like it ain’t shit
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| Love it when you hate me
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| The pain makes me
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| Who I am
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| Hear 'em when I sing
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| She just replaced me
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| Like it ain’t a thing
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| Everyday, I hold my weight
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| Hold it like it ain’t shit
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| Love it when you hate me
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| The pain makes me
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| Who I am
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| Hear it when I sing
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| She just replaced me
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| Like it ain’t a thing |