
Date of issue: 10.08.2009
Age restrictions: 18+
Record label: E1
Song language: English
Rain Drops |
Tear drops in the pillow on my bed |
Still Trying to keep my head up |
Know you’d rather see me dead |
And the raindrops keep on falling |
I said they keep on falling |
And they keep on falling |
I said they keep on falling |
(Slaughterhouse Yo) |
I’m the product of when a nigga’s mama gives up |
Crying lying in the trash with the lid shut |
Ain’t got no family my mind is tender my |
Daddy’s invisible my Mom’s is Brenda unhh |
If I survive I’m grow into what |
Society considers trash the rope is to us |
That means I’m hanging myself by living |
The noose is getting murdered that or going to prison |
My minds controlled before I learned mind control |
What you call living life I call dying slow |
I’m genetically predisposed |
The reaper the only thing that can ease my soul freezing cold |
Feeling like I was given life and if I take it at least I choose |
I’ll probably be in heaven when the pain stops |
Til then all I’m hearing is wind and rain drops |
(Cause this is my pain) |
Dear auntie I still feel your timeless sorrow |
Before you died it’s like your body was mine to borrow |
Like I jumped in your physical shell |
While you was going through miserable hell saying goodbye to tomorrow |
Everyday it make me sad, angry, mad how you were sent to heaven sacred path |
Duct taped and gagged plus raped and stabbed body draped in blood what a faith |
to have |
Such a pitiful end I’m popping Ritalin like they skittles cause |
When I sleep I can feel it again and again and again it’s difficult |
Killing is the wickedest biblical sin I’m talking about momma’s identical twin |
I see your face when I look at her |
Her reminder of how I’ve been in the cold |
Since 14 years old |
Swear to GOD I’ll probably be in heaven when the pain stops |
Til then all I’m hearing is wind and raindrops. |
(Rest In Peace Chacha) |
Nah I ain’t move bricks on the peter pan |
No father around to teach me how to be a man |
We was too high didn’t know when we would land |
Scraping coke on the weed til' niggas didn’t see a plant |
Alcoholic’s child raise off of sugar water |
Headed to you and just thought about how good he was brought up |
Coulda woulda outta one track mind |
They say man of many hats buys a hooker for a quarter |
And now I’m writing a book and the hoods the author |
Called the «Obvious Poker Face The Look of Torture» |
Teach you how to climb your way out that ditch then |
Me all I need is this pen and thick skin |
Being so bright could mean you lit then |
Cause you start trying to figure out a figment |
I’ll probably be in heaven when the pain stops |
Til then all I hear is wind and rain drops |
(Check it out) |
I’m still waiting on my did to get back |
He went to the store in 84 and I ain’t seen him after that |
Another single mom public assisted the rent wasn’t consistent |
So they had us back and forth to court in the months of the blizzard (Freezing) |
My sneakers leaned the rubber was missing |
No one on ones they always jumped me no brothers and sisters to hold me down |
Along with headphones plugged into a cheap Walkman that ate tapes |
Gun shots and me sleep walking I hate weights |
A whole lot of crying police chalking that fate tape |
Ambulance never on time they like a day late |
My cousin ain’t had to vacate my best friend since age eight |
Sometimes I can’t hold them I kid you not |
Eyes get swollen holding on that tissue box |
Somebody get a mop |
I’ll probably be in heaven when the pain stops |
Til then all I’m hearing is wind and raindrops |
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