| Awake at the souls midnight, I seek that I may find
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| An amicable separation from this state of mind
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| My sins so unoriginal they cannot be forgiven
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| This overwhelming sense of doubt from me all hope has driven
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| Ships at night we pass each other by one stormy crossing
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| Now in dry-dock solitude we reminisce
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| And wait for trade winds that will guide us
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| 'cross the ocean that divides us
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| Pray that time and tide unite us not one moment too late
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| With all my coins cast in your fountain I have wished on falling stars
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| Remembered times together when the minutes seemed like ours
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| The strangest things can happen on the way to paradise
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| Where the grass is always greener on the other side of life
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| Forever held in this dilemma I see no escape
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| When misery awaits me down whichever path I take
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| No prima-donnas are allowed in this menage-a-trois
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| So will someone please accept us for the naive fools we are
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| Caught between the Devil and the deep blue sea
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| I’m not waving — I am drowning, someone rescue me
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| Life’s tides drag me always deeper down (I'm sinking fast)
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| The question is no longer whether I will die
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| But how long will I last
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| I scream out to the brooding stormclouds heavy with despair
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| Yet know they hold no answers, there’s no silver hiding there
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| Destiny has turned the key and locked the gates of heaven
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| But Kismet is the combination to my Karmageddon
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| Contemplation on my isolation
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| Immolation by my desolation
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| I spiral down the cortex vortex
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| Though to live this live I shan’t be forced
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| I’ll break my vow of silence
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| Race towards the holocaust
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| Absence makes the heart grow fonder
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| Where the heart lies, there is home
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| But I am lost and have no shelter
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| Nothing I can call my own
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| This soul consumed by inside outrage never had a choice
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| An anger cloaked, choked into silence, seeks an estranged voice
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| To excommunicate my conscience, reprieve the condemned
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| And summon courage to admit that all good things must end
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| The end |