| These damn pills ain’t workin yet, I take a swig of JD
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| I took L’s with bad B’s, my ex girls they hate me
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| Run like Eddie Lacy, from problems I’m escaping
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| I sing to these bad hoes like JoJo & K-Ci
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| Empty bottles of whiskey, ask my ex if she miss me
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| Can’t deal with all the lows so the drugs keep me lifted
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| Mama says I’m gifted, dad says I drink too much
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| But he don’t really get it, adults just really think too much
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| And all I know is temporary fixes for permanent pains
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| And sacrificin' family for personal fame
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| And actin' really selfish for personal gains
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| And poppin' hella pills and goin' insane
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| I know I acted up girl hope you call me again
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| I know it’s hard to tell but I’m strivin' to change
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| And you hopin' I do, but you ready if not
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| You know bein' let down cause it’s happened a lot
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| I found myself underwater
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| Bye-bye big high, I’m fallin' farther
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| Come back to me and hit me harder
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| Hit me harder
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| I see Spanish girls, black girls and white girls too
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| White girl for the white girl what white girls do
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| Black out at SoulCycle you got carbs to lose
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| Said you were tired of the city when you makin' a move?
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| Said you goin' to L.A., you got nothing to lose
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| Me or your sanity you got something to chose
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| What’s my first name, Skizzy
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| Pulled out the joint and lit it
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| You used to be timid
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| The memories are vivid
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| Cigarettes in the stu' keep me in the loop
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| You gone through it all barely twenty-two
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| You just ready for a dog and a scenic view
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| Got some weed in your coat, C Goose when it’s cold
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| Take a drive to the beach, bring some cigs for the road
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| Started out as a joke, now it’s out of control
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| Scared of silence and all, scared of bein' alone
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| And when I’m not at your house I get high on my own
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| I found myself underwater
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| Bye-bye big high, I’m fallin' farther
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| Come back to me and hit me harder
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| Hit me harder
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| I know the high was never real
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| Cause I don’t feel the love no more
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| If numb is all that I can feel
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| Just hit me harder than before
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| I found myself underwater
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| Bye-bye big high, I’m fallin' farther
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| Come back to me and hit me harder
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| Hit me harder |