Lyrics Session 9 - sKitz Kraven

Session 9

This is Dr. Nick Forest\nTodays date is October twenty second\nAnd we are continuing\nEvan’s outpatient treatment\nFollowing discharge\nHey Evan\nHow are you\nHow’s your week been lately\nTell me what is new\nFuck you\nOk\nWhy\nI don’t really know\nBut I don’t wanna be here\nI get it\nBut to stay out of the ward\nOutpatient completion is needed\nSo let’s make some effort\nYou really wanna talk Doc\nOk\nEducation is an inconvenience\nEspecially when already an evil genius\nYeah I walk through life\nHolding hands with demons\nEveryone I ever see\nI wanna stop from breathing\nMy roomate\nPrevented me from ever sleeping\nHe would snore all night\nI would want crack pipe\nMight as well right\nCause with all of his snoring\nAnd group early morning\nI ain’t sleepin anyways\nBeen out the ward for a month\nSo I assumed\nI would start loving my life\nI assumed I would stop\nCutting wrists with the knife\nI assumed I would stop\nHaving terrors at night\nCall it wishful thinking\nCause all I wanna do is\nIncrease the creeping\nI blackout mixing all these pills\nWith drinking\nI over think\nPlus my neighbor’s telling me\nMy basement stinking\nEvan I know\nI understand life since the ward\nHas been tough\nBut just think about\nAll of the progress you’ve made\nYou used to cut every day\nNow it’s once in a month\nI would say that’s a little success\nBut tell me\nHow are you dealing with stress\nAre taking the meds I prescribed\nOr just self medicating instead\nUhh\nWell Doc\nKinda funny you asked\nI’m high as fuck right now\nWith a pill in my ass\nWhen I use like that\nI get high real fast\nSo the longer it’s in\nIs the longer it lasts\nWhat a blast right\nForget it\nI know they wanna see me committed\nStop acting\nLike I got a fucking best friend Nick\nWhen I thought I had a friend\nI didn’t\nI just wanna get throats slit\nI just wanna carve real nice\nI wanna dig all in their organs\nMurder for me keeps me focused\nBody parts sorted\nOrganizations important\nLimbs in the bins\nI keep groping\nRub with lotion\nI gotta throw the extras in the ocean\nI’m a straight killer\nI admit it\nThe Roger murders\nI did it\nI left the ward violently\nThen I took myself a long drive\nTo commit a crime you see\nA family made up of three\nI found them with ease\nTheir bodies were mine to be\nI started off looking in windows\nStalking excites me\nI love invasion of privacy\nYeah Toya was combing her hair\nI just started to stare\nI was tryna peek\nAnd see\nThe titties she grew in a week\nShe was heading to college\nSo I had to teach\nMr. Roger would talk about his family\nLike you’re doing with me\nEvery couple of meets\nYou shouldn’t though\nYou know I’m crazy Nick\nBeen thinking about your relationship\nA loyal wife\nThat raised the kids\nTheir college paid\nWhat a way to live\nI know you have a daughter and son\nYour daughters off to college\nI bet that’s fun\nShe’s what like\nTwenty two\nI bet your hating how fast she grew\nI bet you hate she has big boobs\nI bet she’s real good with the dudes\nI bet she never pays for booze\nI bet she’s eating dick like food\nAww\nOh no\nWhat’s the matter Nick\nYou looking like you just saw a ghost\nDon’t stress out now\nYou gotta keep your head afloat\nCause tonight I’ll invade your home\nYou gotta save your own\nYeah a kings gotta keep his throne\nYou gon learn\nThere’s no killing me\nI’m on a killing spree\nAnd Doc your the next to see\nMy right nightstands\nWhere your head will be\nYou bought a crib in the Hamptons right?\nOnly twenty minutes from the office\nTight\nMan you’re like the shit now\nWouldn’t it suck\nIf your spleen got ripped out\nDamn Nick\nYou’re looking like you need a cig\nWow\nTake a sip of water\nAnd chill out\nYou still got like\nSeven more hours to live\nYou should really be spending\nThis time with your kids\nAnyways Doc\nAre you happy we talked\nBecause if not I could\nOk ok that’s enough\nThe statements\nYou have just made to me\nAre very disturbing\nI’m not sure if this is a way\nYou express yourself\nOr if these threats are serious\nBut you know I have to report\nAny harmful threats\nEspecially ones towards\nMe and my family\nIf this is the case\nThen our session today\nHas come to an end\nNo Doc\nOf course these are just\nEmpty threats\nMy old psychiatrist\nDr. Roger\nBack in Wisconsin told me\nThat saying my urges out loud\nWas a healthy way to manage them\nSo I don’t have to kill\nBut with him and his family\nBeing murdered\nJust a few weeks ago\nI’m feeling overwhelmed with emotion\nWhich is essentially causing me\nTo lash out verbally\nBut don’t worry Doc\nI’m not gonna hurt you\nI’m not gonna hurt your family\nAnd most importantly\nI’m not gonna hurt anyone else\nI promise