| In this age of splintered glass
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| In this ripping of living souls
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| In this moment of deaddeathdreams
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| In this scattering of self-restlessness
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| Scars of my everdrowned condemned spirit
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| Shall I travel to worlds unknown then?
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| I probably shan.t. |
| Pray
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| I am stuck in this world of shitstained tears
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| I swallowed the swimming horses
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| I engulfed the sleeping winters owl
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| I gave birth to the last beast in the sky
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| And at worlds end I laughed out loud
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| I crucified my dreams with passion
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| I erected the tombstone myself
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| I dug the grave with scornful glee
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| Three days of silence I obtained
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| For my crucifixion
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| The burial and funeralpyre of my past
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| Now change came with mournful hatred
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| In the eyes. |
| Your eyes. |
| Eyes of doom
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| In them I find the comfort of where others fear to roam
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| Open the rivalry within the codex of life
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| I.ll ride through these drugcrazed nights
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| Me and my reflection are but one
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| I pushed up into life and pulled out of it
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| Disabled was God
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| Disabled was Satan
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| Disabled we never were
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| Crack open the lingering fear and let it breathe
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| I drown so slowly these days
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| I choke on stale air
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| In limbo I remain
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| My blood is pregnant with contortionists
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| I do not fear
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| I do not
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| I do not — fear life
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| I am anti-matter. |
| I Am a Satanist. |
| I Am a Christian. |
| I am a leper god.
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| I am what you want me to be. |
| But I am not. |
| I am anti-matter. |
| Am I never am
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| Christian. |
| Oh, the holy way of fucking up words. |
| Your knees were made for
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| kneeling. |
| Mine were not. |
| Christendom, religion of pity. |
| You call yourself a
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| Satanist? |
| I am anti-matter. |
| True Black Metal. |
| Die Welt ist alles,
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| was der Fall ist |