| I tried to throw it away
|
| I tried to burn it like a photograph
|
| But when I close my eyes, I see it in my mind
|
| Like it’s happening
|
| I got so good at the game
|
| No one could tell that I was faking sane (faking sane)
|
| I guess I still survived, but this grudge was mine
|
| I couldn’t bear to watch it shine
|
| Did it clear your conscience?
|
| Did it clear your mind?
|
| If you don’t feel what you cheated, lied and steal
|
| Is that still dishonesty?
|
| For every positive, there is a negative
|
| I used up my honesty
|
| I’ll tell you honestly
|
| I could only give you so much
|
| And from what you said to me
|
| Now you’re dead to me
|
| You’re dead to me
|
| I’m sleeping miles away
|
| I’m hiding out in this shrine I made
|
| And if it keeps me safe
|
| Well I’d fall from grace
|
| Then I’ll take this space
|
| My skinny fingers are bare
|
| I’m taking everything off my back (off my back)
|
| If our skins the sin I’m desiring
|
| This is where we’ll both begin
|
| Did it clear your conscience?
|
| Did it clear your mind?
|
| If you still feel what you cheated, lied and steal
|
| Is that still integrity?
|
| I used up my honesty
|
| I’ll tell you honestly
|
| I could only give you so much
|
| And from what you said to me
|
| Now you’re dead to me
|
| 'Cause you’ve used me as your crutch
|
| Is everywhere that I’ve seen
|
| Everywhere that I’ve been?
|
| I can’t help it, it’s become a part of me
|
| I used up my honesty
|
| Now you’re dead to me
|
| You’re dead to me
|
| You lost your dignity
|
| And my conformity
|
| Made me throw this fight
|
| One moment of losing yourself
|
| Put me through hell
|
| And cost me my whole life
|
| Second chances are weapons
|
| A loaded gun underneath the bed
|
| Second chances are weapons
|
| It’s turned on you in the end
|
| I used up my honesty
|
| I’ll tell you honestly
|
| I could only give you so much
|
| And from what you said to me
|
| Now you’re dead to me
|
| 'Cause you’ve used me as your crutch
|
| It’s spinning me like the wind
|
| Every decision I’m in
|
| Choose my direction like I’m drowning in your sin
|
| I used up my honesty
|
| Now you’re dead to me
|
| You’re dead to me
|
| (This was my second chance
|
| This was my second chance)
|
| This was my second chance
|
| To make it right again
|
| This was my second chance
|
| To take a stand
|
| This was my second chance
|
| To never look back
|
| This was my second chance
|
| To live again |