Lyrics If I Don't Gotta - Silkk The Shocker, Fiend

If I Don't Gotta

Yo, P was happening dog
Ah man, it’s still a dross you know, but the game then change these
youngstas than made it bad, you know we all about our paper but some of these fools just make and take murder.
They want it the easy way.
See I don’t want to be here,
If I don’t gotta,
My weed habit, is so close to snorting powder,
Got a few bitches, but it’s all about a dollar,
and they don’t holla, unless you moving narcota
I’m just sitting in my Cadillac
Riding on some triple gold
Smoking octamos, nigga
Shining up my vogues
Thanking this hoe called me,
and she was tripping out
say I had a baby by her,
figuring I was taking out
I’m just trying stack a meal, no what I’m saying
that shit real, trying to hide and dodge,
but I can’t seem to hid my fucking bill
On how to cook dope, and chop a key
My brother showed me that
I only live once, guess what
A dope fiend told me that
These hoes be trying to holla
It seems that I got riches
When I got money, I got bitches
I got friends that want to get it Can he hit it, then quit it To try to survive and stay alive
It’s a everyday struggle, every day hustle
You can see it in my eye, but I don’t want to die
I don’t want to be here
If I don’t gotta
I got friends and bitches, but they don’t holla
If I don’t got narcotas or dollars, I Damn, check this out Elror
It’s real out here, you heard me, huh bro
Man I might have a daughter
No money, no life
Check it shocker, just bills, hanging because
Not giving, a fuck, and I’m telling you what’s real
You want to know what kill
Most of these niggas on these streets, is jive
I don’t know why, these you cats out here
thank they got nine lives
I die for me, with pride
And I then lost the closes thing to me Pretty fucked up trading,
or i got some killas that want to do me
Them girls trying to blue me What all I trying do, is what I love
Let my people know I feel them,(?)
And then go smoke some bud
I got a habit with drugs
Which I ain’t suggesting for beginners
In my hood, ain’t no winners,
just some thugging ass sinners
Presenta, my life, my life, and take a good view
My bad days, i wouldn’t dare
wanna wish them upon you.
Now see I didn’t ask to come here
I guest untwisted faith of luck
15 minutes of unprotected sex,
in a heat of moment, came a quick ass nut
Now if I wouldn’t been born
I wouldn’t grew, I wouldn’t knew
Never had to go through, half the tangs a nigga went through
I’m in the projects hearing gunshots
Right before I close my eyes
All I heard was one shot
And they only sent one cop when he died
I got some questions
That I couldn’t really understand for awhile
They say rain brang pain
But what brang smiles
And see I guess I was to caught up in those fake niggas
And bitches to know
I guess I was blind by the fast money,
and switches on the 64
They gotta, gotta be a better way out,
then hell or jail
I know I’m wrong for selling dope to my family
Just to get mail
Some get high off of sess
To relieve their stress
But no matter, how much success
You can’t cheat death
Where yal at Heard that, can’t get no realler than this
I don’t want to be here if I don’t have to.