
Date of issue: 30.06.2016
Record label: Solid State
Song language: English
Nervosa |
Look straight through me, look at the nightmare |
Our past is but a dream that we’re trying to escape |
Trying to evade to erase ourselves |
Look through me and see the advent of our obsessions |
Behold, your child, perfection |
A rotting shell of atrophy |
Watching: crowds like crows, we furiously flock to tragedy |
Observe the hurt then hasten back to our peaceful, quiet nests of blasphemy |
Scapegoat: rather die and know, drag your failing body in tow |
Witnessing the wake, conflagrate the ready oil at the stake |
Binging: the culmination of purging what our lusts have borne |
We hoarded all the world to find we’d lost any semblance of ourselves |
This dying dance |
I am not my own reflection |
I am not myself, I am not myself |
No, I am haunted by a non-existent lover |
The specter, the ghost, the soul-starving host |
I am haunted by a non-existent lover |
I was gifted with the vision but cursed to be the witness |
Invisible to me |
I’ll be pale to match the walls and warped to trace the beams |
Flushed to fit across the floor so you can step right over me |
Scouring this filthy slate, these crooked bones they won’t break straight |
Cracked and splintered like our house, upended by that first summer squall |
Fading: so thin, you could snap me into the shape you need |
Gaunt enough to slide through that wedding dress then stitch me to a |
Fraying matrimony |
Embalmed inside a never-ending ceremony |
I am not my own reflection |
I am not myself, I am not myself |
No, I am haunted by a non-existent lover |
The specter, the ghost, the soul-starving host |
I am haunted by a non-existent lover |
I was gifted with the vision but cursed to be the witness |
Invisible to me |
Invisible to me |
Invisible to me |
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Vanity of Sleep | 2018 |
Afterdusk | 2018 |
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Visible Unseen | 2018 |
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