Lyrics Realization - Sienna Skies

Realization

I don’t know what I am doing but my intentions were high
Even when I’m confident, my mind is filled with doubt
Even when I’m struggling you know what I’m about
Because my mind is taking over me and my heart’s no longer guiding me
Heavy heart is what was weighing me down, Heavy heart
No matter where I look
No matter where I go my spirit seems dampened
I know with doubt in my mind
I will survive and achieve what I’ve set out to do
So here and now my heart pulls me under
Deeper and deeper
Deeper and deeper
Feels like my life has no guidance
I know that I’ll find it, I’ll know when I’ve found it
Searching for something that I truly need
And I know that it’s out there, and I know that it’s coming
No matter where I look
No matter where I go my spirit seems dampened
I know with doubt in my mind
I will survive and achieve what I’ve set out to do
I’m filled with doubt here and now
I need something, I need someone
I’m needing guidance to help me through this
To help me through this
My doubt is consuming me, it’s swallowing me whole
It is consuming me and I am falling to my knees
Someone help me please
Help me please!
Help me please
I need to find a way out of this mess