| The fear to not belong gnaws deep inside my brain
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| Spreading like a disease it boils to a pain and it says to me
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| ''Pretend, cheat and lie. |
| Leave all your worries behind
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| Everything will be alright just close your eyes and let it go!''
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| Let it
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| Pain will flood. |
| Blood will come
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| Suffering, consuming life
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| The will of mind is at its' end
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| Death is righteous to us all!
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| Violent thoughts appear in turn to poison my young mind
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| The anger calling me, pulling at my life line
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| ''Come on! |
| Lash it out now! |
| Burn everything you love
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| For what you love has turned on you and made you hate!''
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| Made you
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| Pain will flood. |
| Blood will come
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| Suffering, consuming life
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| The will of mind is at its' end
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| Death is righteous to us all!
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| I’m scared, I’m lost
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| I’m not sure that the cost
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| Is worth my pain
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| Don’t know if it’s just shame
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| I fear to fail I fear to try I lose control of fear at times
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| Lash out at goals that seem too far I burn them to the ground
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| After this life of suffering
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| Sickness of fear and doubt to no end
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| I think that death, death will be righteous
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| I think that death should be ok |