| When I play favorites you always win
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| Champion of my now, and every moment after
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| You, are my favorite
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| Since the moment we met
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| Since the instant your welcome invasion first set foot in the unclaimed
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| territory of my heart
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| Full moon, perfect circle
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| I end where you start
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| You, are my favorite
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| Make a mess, of the sheets
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| Kill em with kindness
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| Latex glove ocean
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| Sit with me on the beach
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| It is not a position that warrants a trophy
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| There will be no prize money
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| You will not be hoisted onto the shoulders of others and paraded around town
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| like the spy, who leaked the Caramilk secret to a sweet toothed public
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| But you will be loved
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| Not only by me, but by those closest to me
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| By those who see how graciously you win, how you pin this smile onto my face
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| like a first place ribbon at a county fair where the locals still can’t believe
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| how big you’ve grown my happiness
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| This, make you my favorite
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| You are first, in the long line of those whos joy I wish for
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| All falling stars and birthday candles have been re-assigned to waxing and |
| shining the brightness of your days
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| The next beat of my heart stays, like an obedient dog waiting for the command
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| to speak
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| You, are my favorite
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| Close your eyes and hear the smile in my voice
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| As if the lone cello of your presence is filling the empty theater of my body,
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| evicting the hollowness that once played in me like a phantom with no
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| obsession to make him whole
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| Thank you
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| You, are my favorite
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| I know, it doesn’t sound like much
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| To be put before wine gums and basset hounds
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| I know how small and unromantic it sounds
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| I can only tell you that the line is long and I put you before all of it
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| Before trees, before green, before before capitalism killed halloween
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| Before the grateful ears where laughters beam
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| Before the starry night sleepless eyes have seen
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| When I play favorites you always win
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| I will accept all charges on each tin-can telephone conversation
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| I will sift through the static of long distance and translate each tiny
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| vibration back into words, words that leave me as breathless as the fact that |
| language is dying
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| And my heart is left trying to pronouce something that my mouth doesn’t know
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| how to say
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| Put your ear to my chest and hear it, you, are my favorite
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| It doesn’t sound like much
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| To be put before photos of blob fish and videos of kittens discovering cactuses
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| But I put you before hand-holding
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| I put you before kisses
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| Before «I like you» turns into «I love you»
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| Before the moment I knew you loved me too
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| You are before everything in the long line of everything that brings me joy,
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| you are first
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| You are water to my thirst
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| You, are my favorite
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| Please sit in my sky and let me polish your shine |