Lyrics Not Alone - Shane Kidd, Lucius

Not Alone

Pressure makes diamonds or you can die man
Need some groundwork I’m pursuing high plans
But got the chaos and the mayhem
Got me up writing early in the am
It’s my therapy I spill and write
As I wrestle with my will to fight
I feel alone as I’m hoping for change
The thrill is gone cause I’m broken from pain
Too Late to win but I’m on time to lose
Too precious so no time to lose
But I’m lost and need clear direction
And courage to not fear rejection
No weak links but gotta break chains
Lord strengthen me so please take reign
Fear’s got me trapped, heart’s feeling colder
Life’s wasted, I need to get sober
Can someone talk to me
I don’t hear a sound
Can someone walk with me
I need someone around
Can someone hear me?
Don’t know which way to go
Feeling lost on my own
No more pain, just let me know
I’m not alone
I’m Going thru the motion fighting these emotions
My heart’s so divided, I’m looking for the quotation
Love is a chore, I abhor it, it’s a bore
Tired of these feelings I really can’t ignore
Got me twisted but trying not to sweat it
To say I’m good is lying and pathetic
I’m on a quest, I’m asking questions
Reflecting back on past depression
Why failure?
Why did I hurt her
Why heartbreak?
We both full of fervor
Feverish feelings flirting with these female
Lust has me sick, I just wanna lead well
Need to be healthy, somebody help me
Nights of no sleep seem to overwhelm me
Makes wanna cringe my heart wants to binge
But the real question will I love again?
Can someone talk to me
I don’t hear a sound
Can someone walk with me
I need someone around
Can someone hear me?
Don’t know which way to go
Feeling lost on my own
No more pain, just let me know
I’m not alone
Restless, wrestling for stability
Looking for a chance or even possibility
To find hope, to find love, to find peace
Wonder will these dark nights ever cease
On the narrow path has my feet aching
Have my failures left me forsaken?
Does God hear the sound of my prayers
Do my words just bounce in the air
I can’t handle the darkness I feel
Take the wheel, let me walk in your will
Had control but just an illusion
Save my soul, Lord push through confusion
Give me faith with no reason to doubt
My Life is odd please even it out
I’m worked up not to be worthless
Adonai make my life full of purpose
Oh Lord I’m lost find me
My Lord, you’re my refuge
So hide me