| The problem with letting go
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| Is admitting to yourself that it’s over
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| I couldn’t let you in
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| What would happen then?
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| So then I hid a little more
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| Each day until my world grew colder
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| I couldn’t let you in
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| What would happen then?
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| Afraid to be with me myself
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| And I sometimes
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| Get lost in the chaos of my mind
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| I don’t want to lie to you
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| But it’s all I do
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| And I’m so afraid of losing you
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| I tried to be everything
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| But everything just left me broken
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| How could you know me well?
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| I didn’t know myself
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| Suffering
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| So many things, another life beneath the surface
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| How could you know me well?
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| I didn’t know myself
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| Afraid to be with me myself
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| And I sometimes
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| Get lost in the chaos of my mind
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| I don’t want to lie to you
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| But it’s all I do
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| And I’m so afraid of losing you
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| Though every day there seems to be this pain
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| I’ll find a way
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| Find a way
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| I will escape
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| And God I know that
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| You’re here with me
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| You’ll never leave
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| And I know that you’re saving me
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| Afraid to be with me myself
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| And I sometimes
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| Get lost in the chaos of my mind
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| I don’t want to lie to you
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| But it’s all I do
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| And I’m so afraid of losing you
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| Afraid of losing you
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| Afraid of losing |