| It seems to me, my heart just doesn’t beat quite as hard as it used to beat.
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| Encased in brittle bones and wrapped in paper skin.
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| Because i’m not quite as strong as my intrepid songs make me out to be.
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| And my persistent resilient resistance is wearing thin!
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| And i know!
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| if i’m gonna get through this i gotta be stronger than i’ve ever been before.
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| I gotta get the fuck up off the floor!
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| i throw a 1−2 LEFT RIGHT BACK IN THE FIGHT!
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| Cause if one foot, never followed the other i’d still be laying in the piss and
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| shit and blood in the gutter, i could’ve killed myself, i’ve fuckin been
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| through hell.
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| i put my foot to the pavement and push.
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| and i run.
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| Between these pages i’m free. |
| (and i run) locked in this room i can barely move
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| and i’m desperate!
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| These days i can barely put together a sentence!
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| Fear behind my eyes it’s not the gun in my hand, it’s not the fire in my lungs
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| that make me who i am.
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| head in my hands without the strength to stand, «oh, STARIA!"if you could only
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| see me now.
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| Life’s a bitch and that fuckin' bitch makes me sick!
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| But not as sick as i MAKE MYSELF!
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| When day turns into night and night to day and then repeat and i’m so sick of
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| this…
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| bullshit.
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| I’m tired.
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| Sublimate all the people’s rage let’s get one thing straight I’d fucking
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| suffocate all the kids in their cribs before i let them eat the shit that you
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| force feed to millions daily (stand down) FUCK YOU!
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| time!
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| is but a fraction of a fraction!
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| A decimal lost in space and every action, has an equal and opposite reaction,
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| like the lives that you fucking waste!
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| WE'
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| LL BE REBUILT IN PAIN AND SUFFERING BEYOND THE GATE FOR i have seen the legions
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| that would stand before the crown in defiance of all your glories mortal
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| stories prophesying of the HEROES THAT WOULD SAVE THEM FROM THE PERILS THAT
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| AWAIT THEM WHILE THEIR lovers and planets torn asunder, under cover of night
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| will our red flag fly?
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| I’m so sick and tired of having to take the high road, tryna walk tall but they
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| got me walkin a tight rope!
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| Now let me show you how a STUNNER goes psycho!
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| And we’ll see who’s laughing then.
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| MARTYRDOM AUGURY ESOTERIC PHILOSOPHY MESSIANIC AUTONOMY ESCHATOLOGICAL
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| PROPHECIES CONSEQUENCES ARE LOST TO ME.
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| I’m slipping into madness on the misdirected wings of sadness all while violent
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| things from vibrant dreams they usher me to dance with demons on the parapet of
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| vapid grace and graceful shit an ugly place where pilgrims pray to god while
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| burning witches at the stake.
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| The architect saw fit to wreck my intellect well so be it.
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| A dying mind a waste of time a brilliant man who paints his portrait black.
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| I’ve taken you as far as i can lead you.
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| the rest of the story belongs to you.
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| These people will follow you.
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| they will die for you.
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| Speak to them from your heart, so that they will listen.
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| Disconnected vain pretentious sentient beings of earth, i stand before you now
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| a harbinger of death and cold rebirth.
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| I’m a pariah to my people, but a god among the worms.
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| A vagabond a wanderer among the stars.
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| We are all the Earths protectors, In her beauty and her splendor I assure you
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| that a war is coming that echoes without end between the bastards who would
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| call themselves «the gods of Earth and men"and the warriors that stand on but a
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| brink of an abyss into hell.
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| You can talk the talk but can you walk the walk?
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| MOTHERFUCKER!
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| Cause if one foot, never followed the other i’d still be laying in the piss and
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| shit and blood in the gutter.
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| I’ve fucking been through hell, but then i found myself.
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| I put my foot to the pavement and push…
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| And i run!
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| Between these pages i’m free!
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| and i don’t know if i can make it through the night, Look to the stars.
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| And rest your heavy head on mine and look at all we left behind!
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| x4 As we stand here, on the brink of an abyss.
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| Staring straight into the depths of hell.
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| i’ll ask you old friends, stand with me one last time, and raise up the colors
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| high.
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| we’re going to waaaar! |