
Date of issue: 29.06.2015
Song language: English
Carry the Weight |
I used to want to die but now I believe |
Not in a distant god, there’s a love I found in me |
I’d rather be awake and in pain than asleep |
Singing as if no one can hear takes more courage than you think |
I carried the weight in the only way I knew |
I carried the weight in the only way I knew |
I was scared enough to lie and say that I’m okay |
When inside I was dying, so confused, so alone, so afraid |
I hope you never know what it’s like to hide a piece of yourself inside |
Or to be so fucking ashamed you’d rather kill yourself than be alive |
I want to be alive |
I carried the weight in the only way I knew |
I want to be alive |
I carried the weight in the only way I knew |
I’m still scared but I’ve got courage to be |
More vulnerable and one day free |
Now my heart isn’t covered in concrete |
I breathe, I breathe |
No longer scared of the vulnerability |
No longer scared of the person that I see |
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