Lyrics Collin - Seedy

Collin

Nobody cares about me anyway
That’s not true, they care about you
Yeah I’m certain they don’t give a shit
So I’m tripping down memory lane
Hurting, searching for the fix
It’s okay, Collin
I’m broken, that’s understatement
You’re okay, Collin
I’m happy, no I was mistaken
Collin, what the fuck is wrong with you?
Collin, what is going on with you?
I feel stuck in my zone, trapped by thoughts
I wish I didn’t feel alone, maybe I’d be better off
Committing suic-I shouldn’t let you in my head like that
Judge me, probably hate me, even rate me yeah I’m dreading that
Short, skinny nerd, even worse a fucking lunatic
Gripping, slipping on what’s real, surely I’ll be losing it
Confusing as Confucius is, useless like some stupid kids
Truth won’t set you free, it’ll nail you to a crucifix
I’m so upset I let this out
I usually keep the hushing habit and just shut my mouth
And to anybody asking what is this about
I don’t live with any demons, they just crashing on my couch
I think I’m spoiled, I’m complaining all the time
I think I’m lying when I say that one day I’ll be fine
I think about too much, or maybe I don’t think enough
I think the thing I’m gonna do is call it quits, I’m giving up
Nobody cares about me anyway
Yeah she loves me, she’s the only one
So I’m tripping down memory lane
Thinking of me as the lonely one
It’s okay, Collin
I’m broken, that’s understatement
You’re okay, Collin
I’m happy, no I was mistaken
Collin, what the fuck is wrong with you?
Collin, what is going on with you?
Okay I think I shut him up
Volcanic kind of guy, not too sure when he’ll erupt
And you wonder why I be claiming I’m corrupt
Because every time I lie, I decide to interrupt
Yoo-hoo over here, I said I be over here
But I go to take a look, and all I see is mirror
Because I be over here, somewhere you don’t like to veer
That’s why you can never find me, but you know I’m always near
I’m fear, I’m the motherfucking voices that you hear
I’m the reason that you think you’re someone weird
I’m the ringing in your ear, I’ma try to make it clear
I’m preventing your whole musical career
I’m the only thing that’s holding me back, dog
I know that I be lonely, guess I gotta adapt, dog
Don’t nobody know me, and they don’t got my back, dog
Well what if I was lonely enough to kidnap, dog?
In fact, dog…
Nobody cares about me anyway
That’s not true, they care about you
Yeah I’m certain they don’t give a shit
So I’m tripping down memory lane
Learning how to live with it
It’s okay, Collin
I’m broken, that’s understatement
You’re okay, Collin
I’m happy, no I was mistaken
Collin, nothing’s fucking wrong with you
Collin, nothing’s going on with you