| Years-years-years ago, my mother used to say to me
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| She’d say: «In this world Elwood, you must be-» she would always called me
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| Elwood
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| «In this world Elwood, you must be oh so smart, or oh so pleasant.»
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| Well for years I was smart; |
| I recommend pleasant. |
| You may quote me
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| If I’d known there was love like this
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| I’d have grabbed a fucking scalpel I’d have slit my wrists
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| In the goddamn delivery room
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| Hell I’d have jumped back in the womb
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| Love be the shit that’s gonna seal my doom
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| Just cause you made our bed didn’t mean you had to lie in it
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| And look me in the eye saying together 'til we die and shit
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| Well feel my fucking pulse cause I ain’t fucking dead yet
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| Listen close as it echoes through your headset
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| When we first met
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| I didn’t know what I was doing
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| And I guess you were sick of that girl’s boyfriend you were screwing
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| Instead of thinking in my head, were you worth persuing
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| I should have looked into your eyes and seen a storm was brewing
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| But you needed a new angle so you intercepted my life line
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| I must admit you were looking good, so I granted you my time
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| Behind every acute angle, you find an obtuse one
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| As a hand caressed my thigh over my head a fresh noose hung
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| But with this one
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| I really thought I could trust her
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| We’d got all close over time
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| I thought that maybe I’d sussed her
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| I threw my heart shaped anchor with all the strength I could muster
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| It fell short and ripped the hard seabed up in clusters
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| But that didn’t faze me, I just kept on going
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| With my chest ripped open and my heart still showing
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| I was naive like that, see my mind was still growing
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| I thought with trust and persistence that the love would start flowing
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| But it didn’t so I pushed and pushed to invoke
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| New levels of love but instead we just broke
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| And at that point you chose to let me in
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| And that’s where all the problems began to begin
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| Now just suppose I was to juxtapose your soft white cheek against my nose
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| Would you look me in the eyes and fall in love like the T.V. shows?
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| Or maybe if I took a rose
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| An envelope with a note enclosed
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| That told you that the love I have inside me like a flower grows
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| Would it really make any fucking difference?
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| Cause it shouldn’t
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| Would you sell yourself for one cheap gesture?
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| Cause I couldn’t and I wouldn’t
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| I know that’s all it’d take to win you back
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| But I ain’t looking to soil my shoes on such a well trodden track
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| So you can take your love by numbers and put it up there on the rack
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| And impose your shit and baggage on some other mindless hack
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| And just suppose I was to juxtapose my tightened fist against your nose
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| Releasing blood with colour deeper than the deepest rose
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| Releasing streams of anger that we all have yet no one shows
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| Release me from the fucking chains of heartbreak that you still impose
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| And that’d be wrong and I ain’t gonna do it
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| But there ain’t no harm in putting this plot in my mind and walking through it
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| So fuck you for still spending time with my friends
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| And fuck them for not knowing what’s appropriate and when
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| And it’s fuck up that all the good times seem to blend
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| Into one big fucking mess from the beginning to the end
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| So take a good look at my face
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| And you’ll see this little smile seems out of place
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| But go ahead and look closer but I’ll never let you trace
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| The tracks of my tears |