Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Not So Grey , by - Sam Tompkins. Release date: 19.12.2019
Song language: English
Not So Grey |
| Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah |
| Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah |
| Yeah |
| I’ve been depressive for far too long |
| Man, this shit is heavy |
| I’m no detective but writing these songs it’s evidently |
| So reflective of every feeling I’ve ever had |
| I’m so receptive to it, maybe I’m more like my dad |
| Then I admit |
| Emotions are a myth |
| This world’s a bag of shit |
| And maybe I should quit |
| 'Cause I haven’t felt nothing in a while |
| I know life is never comfy, so |
| If you didn’t get a partly better day |
| You really wanna die |
| And nothing’s ever changed |
| And you blame yourself |
| Get out your own way |
| And make it rain in Hell |
| I don’t wanna hate myself anymore |
| Wanna live a different life, choose an open door |
| I don’t wanna taste the fountain through a broken straw |
| Want the water to pour over me and nothing more |
| Is that way too much to ask or is that okay? |
| I don’t wanna wish another fucking day away |
| Oh, I know the sun is shining less than yesterday |
| Put my blue up in the sky until it’s not so grey |
| Not so grey, until it’s not so grey |
| Till it’s not so grey, yeah, yeah |
| I never got why my dad would always stay in his bed |
| Now looking back, it was preventing a family death |
| I’m glad he fought all of his demons, I’m happy he won |
| I’m proud to say that he’s alive and the same for his son |
| Take the bad with the good and pray the latter is worth |
| All of the hustling cancels out all of the hurt |
| Even though I never thought that life could ever work |
| I kept it pushing out, I’m looking at it in reverse |
| If I ever have a kid I just hope that he knows |
| He can always open up to me whenever he is low |
| I will never look at him as if to say he’s mad |
| All that it means is that he’s just a bit more like his dad |
| Then he’ll admit |
| Emotions are a myth |
| But life ain’t all that shit, so |
| He will never quit |
| 'Cause I will love him till the day that I die |
| I know life is never comfy, so |
| If you didn’t get a partly better day |
| You really wanna die |
| And nothing’s ever changed |
| And you blame yourself |
| Get out your own way |
| And make it rain in Hell |
| I don’t want to hate myself anymore |
| Wanna live a different life, choose an open door |
| I don’t wanna taste the fountain through a broken straw |
| Want the water to pour over me and nothing more |
| Is that way too much to ask or is that okay? |
| I don’t wanna wish another fucking day away |
| Oh, I know the sun is shining less than yesterday |
| Put my blue up in the sky until it’s not so grey |
| Not so grey, until it’s not so grey |
| Till it’s not so grey |
| (Till it’s not so grey, till it’s not so grey) |
| (Till it’s not so grey, till it’s not so grey) |
| (Till it’s not so grey, till it’s not so grey) |