Lyrics Deception - Saigon

Deception

I had a lot of respect for her, lil' Erica
Supposedly so sweet and now I regret that I messed with her (what happened?)
As I recollect I be wonderin, was it reckless?
If this happened to you, would you label this incorrectness?
(tell me)
'F' it, he ain’t deserve to keep his light
I remember E tellin me 'bout them sleepness nights callin on Jesus Christ (word?
He also used to beat his wife, that’s the reason she split
Blames it on Erica, said that she’d never be shit (never be shit?)
It made me sick the way she asked if I could keep a secret
Said «Sai', you all I want but not the only one I sleep with»
I’m thinkin freak bitch, but she said «Naw, this is some deep shit
I’m trustin you, that’s the reason I’m tellin you, just peep it"(what she said?)
She said «Boo, I don’t know what to do, since I was 2
Pop touched me in places that made me feel so uncomfy
He said if I ever told a soul it’d be my Lord
An agent over the course, he forced me to have an intercourse
No I ain’t seekin your sympathy (damn) I just need to be held intimately
Promise not to look at me differently"(what you do?)
At that moment I knew that I would have to off pops (word)
He blatantly rapin my shorty, hit my sore spot
Told her from here on, I’ll shed her from harm
Just confide in Saigon, she sang a song and just cried in my arm (damn, man)
Told her confide in Saigon
She sang a song and just cried in my arms
Then she said — she said, she said
«I don’t know how he could do it
Let his own flesh and blood go through it
All I know is I can’t take it no more!"(So what you do?)
I plotted for three days on when and how to leave him twisted (uh-huh)
The D’s are too swift with biscuit ballistics, can’t risk it (true)
I asked E, she said if she was me she’d find a big stick to beat him with (damn)
Then cut off his dick and feed him it
I was thinkin «Damn, why you so belligerent, boo?»
Then it hit me, like maybe it’s cause of all of the shit that she went through
Bein so badly trapped, word to God it’s too bad he black
Violatin whenever his daughter sat on daddy lap
How the fuck I make him fathom that?
Said the time she tried to spaz back her
back slapped
(What happened?) Collapsed and had a asthma attack (damn)
See black?
The tongue is as ill as a fatal act
He never portrayed that type, down the tube to my table jack
I’ll preach him some haps about keepin my paper stacked
I used to use that advice (but now) but now it’s a bit too late for that
Humble up on the outside, within was so cruel
I talked and watched sports, ate soul food with this old dude (damn)
Whoever thought a ex-newspaper reporter be rapin his daughter?
(pssh)
Son this sport is worth more than just eight and a quarter (I agree)
There now, decided to do it, care style (how?)
Slit his throat and smother him so when he scream you don’t hear a sound (right)
He let me in, let’s see in five flat, was on the rug murdered (murdered?)
Hit the jugular, turned and burned rubber before the blood squirted
Went to E, and told her that he was done with (what she said?)
Never had to worry 'bout your pops with all that dumb shit (no, what she said?)
She looked at me like, «Nigga you playin
Fuck you mean my pops is done with?
(She said WHAT?) Exactly what the fuck is
you sayin?»
I said «Erica, what the fella did was foulin me and foulin you too
She said, «Oooh, you done did what I doubted you’d do»
Started lookin hysteric, lookin like she was possessed by a superior spirit
Wasn’t tryin to hear it (fuck that)
I grabbed her arm, shook her up, spoke on some calm shit (man)
Asked her «What's the matter, I thought it was what you wanted?»
Thought it was what you wanted?
(That's what I thought)
Thought it was what you wanted?
(That's why you in here?) Yeah man, so yeah
Come to find out, the bitch father was never even rapin her son
(What?! Get the fuck outta here)
Yo I go and I take homie out and shit (you took him out?)
Then come to find out she was settin homie up to get some insurance money
(What? Insurance money?)
Now I’m up in here with y’all motherfuckers (you got to be, shittin me man!)
Nah, I ain’t here for that, I’m just fuckin with you man
I’m here for some other shit man (ahh, you stupid!)
Y’all some stupid muh’fuckers anyway man (nigga you’s a stupid motherfucker)
Anyway, man I gotta go use this phone, I’ll be back
I gotta use the phone real quick (fuck that)
Make sure shorty come right this time
I’ll be back y’all (lyin ass nigga)