| 1st verse, to my Mother, Kimberly Hendrix
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| Used to hate when you was smokin cigs
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| Now i caint do nothing til i roll a spliff
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| Ain’t it funny how its always different from whatever picture that u thought it
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| is
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| No matter what they tell you gotta be yourself and keep it real regardless of
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| the risk
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| Went thru shit like everybody did but still i grew up richer cuz you taught me
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| this
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| Even sleepin in the whip at frisbee
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| Every single night i had big dreams
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| Still could feel it on this cheek from the last time that u kissed me momma
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| Sorry i ain’t been thru in a minute i been trippin no excuses i admit it
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| I been livin yea, i been livin
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| In this world you given hope i am forgiven
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| 2nd verse, to my Pops, Donald Sanders
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| You was there when we was all alone
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| And always had a house that we could call a home
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| Showed me love like i was your own
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| You the only father that ive ever known
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| I’m ashamed i ain’t write a letter cuz it hurts too bad
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| But i can write a poem
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| And im embarrassed i ain’t put no money on your books when I can barely pay my |
| phone
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| For a minute i was makin chips too
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| But i was doing shit that i shouldn’t do
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| And i knew it woulda disappointed u the worst if i had ended up with you pops
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| Every single day i miss you pops
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| It ain’t even no excuse that i got
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| I been livin yea i been livin in this world you given
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| Hope i am forgiven
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| 3rd verse, to my Father, John Howell (RIP)
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| You was just a kid day i was born
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| I was just a kid when u passed on
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| Crazy you can be so much like someone who u barely know
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| I guess the genes strong
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| Only just had really start to kick it then the next thing i knew, you was gone
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| Still find it kinda scary only way that i could speak to u is in a song
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| But i guess thats just the way it is tho
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| But still yo energy lives on
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| Thru me and Javan now
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| Ironically finally proud to be Cassidy Cameron Howell
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| Sorry that we ain’t spoke in a minute
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| I been trippin no excuses i admit it
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| I been livin yea i been livin in this world you given
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| Hope i am forgiven
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| Produced by Kuest & Cassidy Howell
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| Mixed & Mastered by Burnin Giraph |