| I was a lot more comfortable being vulnerable and open
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| When I was younger and it wasn’t clear if I was or wasn’t joking
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| But so much has broken, I’m just like «fuck it, the fix is in.»
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| If I can’t hide in plain sight anymore I’ll just stay hidden
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| It’s been a minute since I left this domicile
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| No need to change my outfit, I rock it like it’s going out of style
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| It’s out of style? |
| Ain’t no one here to tell me otherwise
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| It gets more difficult to stay inside during the summertime
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| But most of the time it’s just like any other time
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| Avoid personal interaction and human touch, shut the blinds
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| It’s been a while since I left this bachelor pad
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| I need to go to the market soon cause the food is going bad
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| The food is bad. |
| I found it’s difficult to just cook for one
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| With healthy recipes, well, depending on what book they’re from
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| If you want to eat healthy you gotta dirty some dishes
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| The frozen dinners quickly ready to serve and it’s so delicious
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| It’s not delicious, it’s disgusting, but it satiates the hunger with a quickness
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| And hey, at least it’s something, at least it’s something
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| At most it’s nothing, fuck’s wrong with me? |
| I don’t know, I’m just adjusting
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| It’s been a month since I left this cabin
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| The doctor was worried about a fever and other difficulties I’ve been having
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| She called me on Christmas, that was my gift
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| She was worried I might die, I said «I might die? |
| No shit»
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| It’s been forever since I said something that I can’t wiggle free from
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| If there’s anything I cherish in this self-inflicted prison, it’s freedom
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| Comes at a cost so I’m private to a fault til I default
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| On the loan for home, it’s actually more like a vault
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| No one knows the combo but little old me
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| The head honcho, the holder of the key
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| Alone, but never lonely
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| It’s been a millennia since I left this dominion
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| Been in the company of any women
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| At least I got my kittens
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| Spent more cash on my cat than I did myself
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| When he stopped eating, I took him to the vet so they could check his health
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| They put a feeding tube into his neck
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| I said «Please let this work cause if it doesn’t I got nothing left»
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| I didn’t say that, but they saw that. |
| Cat had my tongue
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| I didn’t speak at all, they told me to call back
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| What, it wasn’t weird I did nothing but stand right there?
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| With a «fix this, money’s no object» type stare
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| It’s been a year since I stepped into anyone else’s private quarters
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| I’ve been busy self-diagnosing disorders
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| First world problems, yeah, USA, number one
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| Top of the world, I’m in a tux and cummerbund
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| Welcome everyone to the party of the century
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| It’s sure to be one for the books, no doubt, medical ones especially
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| My 20's were a roar, my 30's were a blur
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| My 40's, I’m not so sure, but I’mma make ‘em purr
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| My 20's were a roar, my 30's were a blur
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| My 40's, I’m not so sure, but I’mma make ‘em purr
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| My 20's were a roar, my 30's were a blur
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| My 40's I’m not so sure, but I’mma make ‘em purr
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| And I’mma make ‘em purr, but, but I’mma make ‘em purr
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| I’mma make ‘em purr |