| Today, you are who you are today, see? |
| *yeah*
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| You’re still me, but you’re a newer version
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| Myself ten years from now
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| It’s so far away, it’s almost impossible to imagine *I know*
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| Am I alone or is there a wonderful person next to me?
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| The shrooms hit til it’s rainbow road
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| I grew sick of the same old jokes
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| And moved quick where the angels roam
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| They won’t save your soul
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| Flip the world watch 'em fall through their halo holes
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| We bruise skin, fused in contusion art
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| Short fuse interviews to renew the scars
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| They love you when you’re new but they’ll soon depart
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| I stayed hunted by the gloom, you assumed the part
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| Fuchsia brushstrokes paint the skies with their love notes
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| Beauty minutiae petunias bloom from a cut throat
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| A million lights at night go in a sequence
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| Did I really live this life or did I dream it?
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| I don’t want to be here
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| Do your best, do your best
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| I can’t remember *But I don’t want to leave yet*
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| Don’t you lose, don’t you lose
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| Me, me, me
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| I go Romero, so feral when I bear it all
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| I’ll skin my enemies and stretch it out like Harold
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| Narrow arrows thrown at my apparel
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| Throne of Blood & Marrow
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| Crows above a scarecrow
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| Made of straw men arguments and table salt
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| Major flaws cut me open like a table saw
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| Saw my inner demons thinking that they’re made of God
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| Solemn bits and pieces sink into Venetian skies
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| I feel alive in the in the moment between dreams and strife
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| The words grow from my bones til they’re needle-like
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| Porcupine spine dying at the speed of light
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| Days from a normal life aged like California wine
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| Trapped in a maze like I’m Coraline
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| Unamazed mortified unfazed by the thorazine
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| Lord of Flies head on a stake that you glorified
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| If you’re scared to know yourself this is horrifying
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| The same me it’s just more refined
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| In a grave deep where the orchids lie
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| Orcas die inside me every time I sing a whale song
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| Seattle rain became a hailstorm
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| I don’t wanna leave yet but I don’t wanna be here
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| Everything I love will be swallowed in the ether
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| I don’t wanna leave yet but I don’t wanna be here
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| Everything I love will be swallowed in the ether
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| I don’t wanna leave yet but I don’t wanna be here
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| Everything I love will be swallowed in the ether
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| I don’t wanna leave yet but I don’t wanna be here
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| Everything I love will be swallowed in the ether
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| In your time
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| I’m no longer here but, I am here today
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| And I’ll always be cheering for you right here
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| Cheering for you
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| My only self |