Lyrics From the Gossamer - Sadistik

From the Gossamer

— You just shut me out
— Yeah, well, I shut everybody out.
Don’t take it personally.
It’s just easier
— It's also really lonely
I’m pantomiming death to stay afloat when I’m not with you
Trapped in spiderweb blankets woven from the gossamer
I made my manias change into azaleas
That bloomed from all the wounds I never knew that you could save me from
Agony in panoramic cannot find the panacea
Singing rhapsodies of peace pieces of me atrophied
A shattered galaxy we were at an apogee
A masterpiece reminding me of things I had but cannot be
Dear depression you robbed me of my essence
Taught me that I’m ugly with autopsies of my efforts
Ever since the day I saw my god upon a stretcher
I followed all mirages while I’d fall apart in increments
And crawled across the desert just to talk to all the string puppets
Suffered through the small talk blanket statements small-pox
I’m sinking in
My Corpse is always covered in your fingerprints
I dream I’m in Elysium but wake up to the same
And at night sing me a lullaby hey
I see the light in your solemn eyes
I protect from the world if I can
We weren’t meant for a normal life