Lyrics Ashes - Quadeca

Ashes

She liked for me who she wanted me to be
Use some TV screens and DVD’s
To try and ease the creaks between these dreams
They’re sown to each other with some free deceit
Please keep the receipt
I know that you’re really not who you try to be, I guess
I fell in what I thought was love
To a person who truth was a lie to me
And I believe shit wasn’t always like this
So much distance between us now I guess
My thoughts finally have enough room to digress and digest
The time spent with you in my head
Maybe I’m fucking crazy, man
I never been with a better person
But I gave my heart for love
And in return, I got sent the synthetic version
Yeah, am I an asshole for making this?
Truth is, this ain’t a breakup song
This a makeup song, taking way too long
Don’t wanna play or move on, I wanna stay with you long
Yeah, yeah
Wanna stay with you long
Yeah
After one year, we’re more of strangers than ever
We’ve grown to be strangers together
Like two random-ers who take the bus everyday
And the only conversation is like statin' the weather
Every date we had is almost the first date
But we already still in second or third base
I met you like 9,000 times now
And I found out that I’ve drowned in your eyes many times now
That I learned how to breathe underwater
But I ain’t gone for a swim in a while now
Shit changed, and I’m switching my style now
No MTV bullshit, I ain’t wilding out
Writing it all out, seeing my thoughts just fall out
Wanna call out, but I- but I gotta drop out
Yeah
Do you remember how those sparks we imagined
Turned to shit burning than some stars everlasting?
But all I see is the ashes
Of cremated love, ain’t no need for a casket
So, please just hand me a few matches
I’ve seen it resurrect before, like Jesus, it’s magic
But all I see is the ashes
Of cremated love, ain’t no need for a casket
Found a new girl from a new world
And I know that is starting nice
And just because it’s part of life doesn’t mean that it ain’t hard to bite
Cliché while I’m following the archetype
Turning on the lights in the dark of night
Tryna make it all alright, for some reason, it ain’t hard to write
I didn’t even get to call her twice
I never even tried to start a fight, yeah
Disregard the dreams that I had
Mixing all with the scenes with the bad, I can’t even see what we had
All I know is that it’s now a piece in the trash
Just a piece in the trash, yeah
Do you remember how those sparks we imagined
Turned to shit burning than some stars everlasting?
But all I see is the ashes
Of cremated love, ain’t no need for a casket
Yeah
A cremated love
Ain’t no need for a casket
Yeah