Lyrics Say This Once and Never Again - Proof

Say This Once and Never Again

To my Momma I’ma ask you this once and once, I’m only\nUnderstand me if I’m family then why I’m so lonely?\nHomies gave me morals and values, you gave me whippings and punishment\nEvery word in this song won’t take back none of it\nHaunted and torn of the memories of you in the kitchen drunk\n3 in the morning making your young son listen up\nAnd all I learned, I ain’t want to be nothing like you\nDespite you send me to Catholic School, this about after school\nIt’s pathological sent, you made the pain spread\nAnd natural\ny’all share the same bed\nI’m the only kid on the block with a Momma\nAnd a Momma with no father\nDon’t want to be botherered\nWith all of this regardless\nThe garbage of knowledge\nOf ballers that raised me\nThe\nof your baby, having a baby\nMaybe if you spent less time doing a daily three\nMaybe we would’ve had little Shaun up in that baby seat\nFrom A-Z in my life, you like this rage in me\nOccasionally the days we speak\nMajorly turns to pain for me\nPainfully the pen tortures the pad\nAt the same time my misfortunate Dad get tortured by crack\nImagine a mother telling her son if she could do it again, she wouldn’t\nAnd when we gets a foot in the door, she’s saying ladies\nbehind his back just pushing\nI don’t need your support or your shove\nAll our orderless, love\nYou can keep your club, Newports and your grub\nGimme a minute, I need your love Momma\n(I need your love you hear me? Listen)\nIf I can take it back I wouldn’t, couldn’t bite my tongue\nShouldn’t have to run, this is me, never pretend\nI’ma say this shit once and never again\nI’ma say this shit once and never again\nIf I can take it back I wouldn’t, couldn’t bite my tongue\nShouldn’t have to run, this is me, never pretend\nI’ma say this shit once and never again\nShit I’ma say this shit once and never again\nAyo Sharonda to be honest, I’m lifeless\nTo raise them boys is priceless, despite my vices\nGun charges to fighting cops\na DUI\nAin’t gon' lie, I thought about suicide\nBut then I remember what you said about me\nThat if I go shit you know you dead without me\nI’m so stubborn and so simple-minded\nNeglect what I need to respect and go confide in\nHiding from the truth because Proof is destroying you\nThat’s why I hope to put another boy in you\nThe boy in blues (Shit) they want my freedom\nBut 1st, Dolo and Sicknotes, I gotta lead 'em\nYou gotta understand there’s no love greater than ours\nSo I piss at The Moon so I find my way to the stars\nPlay with them bars, getting drunk in the night\nKnock some sense into me, just punch with all your might, just fuck me for life\nIf I can take it back I wouldn’t, couldn’t bite my tongue\nShouldn’t have to run, this is me, never pretend\nI’ma say this shit once and never again (What!)\nI’ma say this shit once and never again\nThis is P, this is me, listen please\nSlow your mind and follow our history\nSquares and the liquor to the love of them pills\nOn the road the only one I hold is this thug for real\nGotta thank you, shit you know you might’ve saved my life\nSo let me saves your back, just know I gave you light\nOn a dark corner with Clyde yo, hustling for pocket change\nDerty Harry ain’t just a bio and it’s not for fame\nThe hottest flame is at home, sometimes we all gotta burn\nMan and women vibes, we gotta learn\nEven I, breathe and doubt with the love homie\nPat me down, you won’t find no drugs on me\nIf I can to learn to love myself through you\nYou could learn to love yourself through Proof\nDon’t get all mushy, hugging me and shit\nJust be my dawg forever nigga and thug through this bitch\nIf I can take it back I wouldn’t, couldn’t bite my tongue\nShouldn’t have to run, this is me, never pretend\nI’ma say this shit once and never again\nI’ma say this shit once and never again\nIf I can take it back I wouldn’t, couldn’t bite my tongue\nShouldn’t have to run, this is me, never pretend\nI’ma say this shit once and never again\nShit I’ma say this shit once and never again\nFo' sho' though\nJust know that I love y’all man, ya know what I’m saying?\nI know I go through a lotta things in my life\nAnd I take it out on my loved ones\n'Cause y’all be there for me too, ya know what I’m saying?\nAnd I appreciate that, love y’all, real life\nI love you too 1st (\nplaying my song though, I love you)\nI love you to Em\nI love my D12 nigga, ya know what I’m saying?\nEven though I don’t express it, I’ma let you know now that I love y’all\nYa hear me?\nIf I can take it back I wouldn’t, couldn’t bite my tongue\nShouldn’t have to run, this is me, never pretend\nI’ma say this shit once and never again\nShit I’ma say this shit once and never again\nIf I can take it back I wouldn’t, couldn’t bite my tongue\nShouldn’t have to run, this is me, never pretend\nI’ma say this shit once and never again\n'Cause I’ma say this shit once y’all and never again\nLove y’all\nAin’t everyday a man expresses his love right, haha\nYou say you how love pussy, how you love money\nYa know what I’m saying?\nWell guess what? I love my niggas, I love my wife, I love my Momma\nYa know what I’m saying?\nThat make me a regular nigga, shit I love being regular nigga, ya hear me?\nwith love though, peace!