| Trace the chalk and seize the day so Those old habits never pass away
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| Commemorate the conception with
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| The children’s debt the retribution
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| Deaf to self and mute to mind to find muddled wallowing nebulous blind
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| My crippled confidence chafed away
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| Without the answers I’m cast astray
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| My cloud’s so thick that I can barely think
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| so reveal to me dead sight dead sight
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| Trace the tree and the veil will flee me And now I see with salty eyes
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| Consistent tragedy persisting in me This disability’s my soul’s demise
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| Deaf to self and left to fry
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| Muddled wallowing nebulous blind
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| My crippled confidence is chafed away to stay
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| With the answers I’m pulled astray
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| The habits laced embrace me With a cold, chaotic flinch kiss of old deaths erase me soft, subtle,
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| inch by inch
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| Upon my face I lie Mesmerized cauterized by the blemishes
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| Frail bandages Without chance to change
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| Desperate to rectify imperative lest to die
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| Imminent reality on pace down glanced closed-faced
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| Consistent entrancement staring into empty space
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| with an open wound to clean
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| please cleanse me Is this my time to feel
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| Is this my time to breathe
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| Is this my time to bleed
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| Change the season
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| I’ll never live without you
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| I’ll never see without you
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| I’ll never change without you true sight |