| Fear!
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| Fear that lives in my heart for the rest of my life, emptiness of all that is,
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| illusion of being alive
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| I have seen the fires of hell, felt them under my skin
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| Hollow is the truth in this lie we’re living in
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| The horror, the nothing, the sights erasing my soul, judgement, the truth
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| through this eye I cannot close
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| Fear…
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| It all starts up with a pressure on my chest, the air sucked out of my lungs,
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| physical symptoms just a rapid countdown to the small death yet to come
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| A violent chasm takes me down to the depths so cold
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| Here I have nothing, nothing for comfort; |
| here I have no soul
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| And I see…
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| It’s strangling me; |
| it kills the hope within, feeds death to my brain
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| If I could, I gladly would end my life just to end this pain
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| I cannot move
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| My eyes laid on something I cannot escape from…
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| Inside this human shell, madness kicks in…
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| I see
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| When the sights are seen and I’m just an empty shell, I try to gather my breath,
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| knowing that I’ve just been in hell, living in fear the rest of my life,
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| trying to forget what I’ve seen
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| And the merciless eye made a part of me die, closed for now, still there
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| somehow…
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| …until it opens again |