Lyrics No Escape - Problematic

No Escape

On the verge of breaking holding back my tears
I don’t even feel alive no more
New year, same me, still cold
Can someone please tell me what I’m fighting for?
Cause lately I’ve been so disconnected
And maybe I should go and get a friendship
Save me, so sick and tired of stressing
The pressure building up just to drop a record
Mental health, mental health
I’m screaming out because I’m not well
How many more self help books off the shelf
Do I have to read to escape this hell?
Toss and turn, I lay awake
If I don’t smoke weed then I overthink
I believe in God but I’m losing faith
I wanna love again but my heart still aches
I wanted attention I got it
But all of this money it equals more problems
I ain’t been the same since Grampy has passed
But still bring the heat like down in the tropics
Feeling my pain?
The rage in my voice
My music is therapy we can rejoice
I’m hoping one day that I can fill the void
And conquer these demons that left me destroyed
There’s no escape
I’m slowly drifting away
I’m running outta time, oooh oooh
When will I realize?
There’s no escape
I’m slowly drifting away
I’m running outta time, oooh oooh
When will I realize?
I often wonder if I’m just a burden
Know my purpose but I’m still uncertain
These constant urges they keep on splurging
Got me feeling like I’m turning to a different person
Is it for better or is it for worse?
Living my life like a circus act
Neglect myself to put everybody first
Can someone please show me where the bourbon’s at?
Eradicate these toxic traits
I’m a hypocrite because nothings changed
So delusional if the truth be told
But yet once again I’m surrounded by fake
Look at my reflection so disgusted
Wanna let go but I’m holding grudges
Needing that support like I’m stuck with crutches
More fragile than a newborn do not fuck with
Negative energy will be the death of me
Set a new goal but there’s no satisfactory
Creatures of habit and mine are so crippling
Been at rock bottom what feels like a century
Why do I feel like nobody relates?
I’m hating the small talk just cut to the chase
Wanting somebody to look in my eyes
And tell me they love me man that would be great
There’s no escape
I’m slowly drifting away
I’m running outta time, oooh oooh
When will I realize?
There’s no escape
I’m slowly drifting away
I’m running outta time, oooh oooh
When will I realize?
Watching life pass me by
With my finger on the trigger saying I’m just fine
I bet you probably guessed that I was lying
Pray for better days I hope I make it through the night
A fucking damaged soul
How much more can I take?
These memories that haunt
I simply can’t erase
God I’m feeling low
I wanna runaway
Maybe one day I can finally rid of all this pain
There’s no escape
I’m slowly drifting away
I’m running outta time, oooh oooh
When will I realize?
There’s no escape
I’m slowly drifting away
I’m running outta time, oooh oooh
When will I realize?